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Friday, December 31, 2004

New Year 2005 !!!

I don't have any resolution for this new year..well everytime a have a resolution i will not achive anything..might as well just do what i think i have to do..and be good with it..hahaha..well to day i and my housemate will go to damansara area..all for of us..me, yong, ong and sharil..we going to watch "Kungfu Hustle"..hah screwed new year celebration or anything..im not into it ..nope..uhuh..i've been having lots of weird things lately..

Owh seems like our house going to have full equipment to cook..might as well we do something with it..me and the remaining bowling members in cyberjaya..which is..mafa, shela, azam, zaim, and hafeez going to have a "makan makan" together..its been awhile that all of us sit together have a long chat and stuff like dat..and of course my housemate going to join us too..what we planning to do is..i as the main chef..(its my blog what the heck hehe..) with a few of my subordinates (kah kah kah..sorry guys) going to buy some meterial to cook and cook our food for that day..haha i know its going to be whole lots of fun..i hope this would rebuild our friendship spirit which slightly crack after a years..haha shela and mafa will be the official "bawang kupas girl"..hehe kidding la..so far the cooks would be Me..Yong..Azam and maybe Sharil..hehe..oppss..i did not tell this plan to my housemate yet..anyhow better still just wait until everything is confirm..


From Left: Azam, Hafeez , Izan , Mafa and Zaim (click image to enlarge it)


One more future planning would be one similar trip to what i've been last third trimester in malacca..it was one memorible Langkawi trip..but huh..i don't have any pictures..just memories and a film container which i already throw it a few days before..its realy hard for me though..to bare all those sweet memories which sometimes make me smile, laugh and also cry..so Kak Ilyia and Abg Shaiful was planning to have a trip something like that..i believe this should be a reunion..seems everybody have their own things to do and their own path they took..so this would put back each of us on our chain called friendship..lots of things have change since our last time together friend..i choose to go for it..all my friend says that im the thoughest guy they ever meet..well to see how far the truth is..i should become one right?..it my be hurt me or anything..but it is impossible for me not to have fun right..hehe..long time did not see them all..the last would be the Langkawi Trip...and there i go vanished alone into mist that i myself created..sorry guys..i need time for myself as well..i hope this planned would be a good one..and yes i will do my best to be what i am as what u know me before..i love u guys so much..and i will do anything to make sure the chain of our relationship would never break..even though lots of things happen lately..everything has change..but i believe this does not change our self to each other..put things asside and make our days beautiful..*cry*..so where u giys planning to go this time..No Genting!!!..and as for azam, hafeez, zaim and mafa..thanx for caring about me and help me rebuild my strenght after i am down to great disaster which happen to me 1st trimester Beta..i don't beleive it either..mafa and zaim special thanx for the Audio Warfare ticket..yeah i realy let myself out that nite..azam and hafeez thanx "sebab korang sanggup jadi bahan kena pekena"..hehe..i will be there and join u guys..we going to make this nicer than before rite guys?..yeah

//anyway Happy New Year *hugs* and don't forget to pray for those who died in the earth quake and tsunami tragedy..alfatihah for the muslim and a moment of silent for non muslim..*shhhh....*

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Malacca Trip

Well yesterday i've been to malacca with shela and her sister..well nothing much to say..i was not in the mood of seeing people there, as soon as i arrived there..got la something happen as soon as i put my butt on a chair at te restaurant that we went to..i've seen my friend Lynn, Nur, and Ojen..which is the members of "the dFKs"..one of them Mamin was not there at that time..we believe that she was still sleeping due to no early class yesterday..hahaha..well i planned to sms Lynn right after i finish my breakfast there at the restaurant..i don't remember the name of the restaurant though..haha..well Lynn was so surprise seing me there in malacca.."kena marah jugak".."sakit kena cubit ngan Lynn" im glad she still remember me..haha..we have a chat and she eat "telur setengah masak"..egg is her favorite food..kahkahkah..meet my old friend which was in SPB malacca..and u guys know what?..she thought all this while i am still in malacca..haha..and then Lynn went up to her appartment..shela and her friend went inside the campus..and me alone walk to Jusco..seems like i don't have any mood of seeing anybody..so might as well i go for my "theraphy"..long time i needed it..well i got it now..and im happy with it..

Then shela pick me up in jusco around 4pm and we went to Mahkota Parade..i don't want to say a thing..so what i did was..i buy a "lolly pop"..and put it inside my mouth..when she ask am i ok? or why "diam"? i say "i tengah makan nie, macam mana nak cakap?" haha..good excuse huh..then we straight went back cyber..

Arrived at cyber..ask my housemates if they wanted to eat..yeah we went straight to alamanda and eat..i ate chicken nyonya grill, fries, some "vege", bread with butter spread, cheese cake, coffee, "sky juice", potato cream soup,.."mmg kenyang"..hehe..called Ganaesh and he was in Munirah's house..ceh ingat kena culik..

This morning i woke up..straight call strymyx tele centre..and yeah i fixed the line..it was not stable for one whole day yesterday..and Yong our engineering student reconfigured our router setting..and finally we are back online..hehehe..thats all updates fo today..

// thanx shela for inviting me there..although it is not a perfect day for us..but i can't lie by saying that i did not enjoy myself at all..i do have one long "bla bla" chat with u..after what?how many month we did not see each other..thanx a lot.. ;)

Sunday, December 26, 2004

An Earth Quake..erghh where???

*currently addicted to anime series Bleach and Gundam Seed Destiny..~_-

Well i just heard from my roommate uzairi..he mention about what he saw on TV3 news just now..well its about an earth quake activity..it occured around 8.58 am..well i was still in my" far far away land" (dream on baby)..thats why i can't notice it..the news says earth quake activity are detacted occurs in Northwest Sumatra..tremor were felt at several places in Peninsula Malaysian such as Langkawi, Kedah, Pulau Pinang, Perak, Selangor, Negeri Sembilan , Kelantan, Trengganu and Klang Valley..so what we just experince this morning are just part of the effect..below are two links that might be helping u guys to figure out what actually happen..
Today i woke up late..and hehe..put my lazy bum on this plastic chair and start watch Bleach from episode one..haha..this is such a cool anime..its has all sorts genre that i like..it has comedy(yeah tonnes of it), action (double the weight) and love (make that three tonnes..hehe)..well the story was interesting..it touched my sensitive feeling too..i cant stop laughing while watching this anime..well atleast i can forget about my inner wounds for awhile..currently i just have episode 1 until 10..and same goes for Gundam Seed Destiny..sharil have another extra 2 episode..episode 11 and 12..but its in RAW..so no subtitle means u are totaly lost without a dictionary..wah i need japanese class..next year baby..wah siriously i just can't take away my interest on gundam since i was a small child..i was not able to buy those expansive toys that time..but now..hehehe..

Wah im now full with positive energy..with an aroma of sky from the Ambi Pur we bought for our leaving room that day..yeah im back from my despair and stand..eh wait im sitting..yes and sit like a strong person~ ehehehe..what am i crapping about..i receive an SMS from my high school friend Farah which is also a high school friend of Azam and Hafeez..what a small world..well Farah left penang and stay in T.T.D.I..owh im began to off track here..erm yeah we got to have a reunion this Saturday..so she ask me to reconfirm with her this Wednesday...but i scared i can't go..i just hope there is no meeting on saturday..well thats all i can..like what people says "kita hanya merancang, tuhan yang menentukan"..well piles of work will keep on hunting me i guess..i cant just escape from my responsiblity right?..owh i only won 6 background set from that gunbound competition..owh well better than nothing right?

//edited 7:45 pm, Sunday, December 26

just called my mom which live in Penang..to make sure my mom and family are ok..well thank god all of them are ok..im so worried when earlier thi morning i called both house and my moms handphone..and there is no respond..my mom does not feel the effect of the earth quake because she was out of the house buying "nasi lemak" for my brothers, sister and grandma..but my grandma..which stayed in the house felt the tremor..she was terrified but she is okay alhamdullilah..it is understood that people who live in any building during this tremor will fell it..im so relieve..my family is saved..

Drowning

*currently listening to Initial D Original Soundtrack

I hate this feeling..feeling of guilty.."dark claws tore the bright white cloth that covered me all this while from chaos and despair"..tonite i can't take it anymore..what is actualy happen..why must it happen....I felt like everything start to break apart..something goes wrong but i still not aware what it is..what actually happen to the surroundings that im in..well time realy change our surrounding including the people in it..

Today's morning i woke up with nobody around..everybody seems to go back their hometown..and i left here alone..well i come across to think bit about what is actualy happen in my live..i keep on ponder about this few phrase..a loner or a loser..well i am a loner..i tend to stay out of crowd no a days..i rather stay in this dark hole i called home..just now i went out to almanda with my housemate and friend..seing other people there reminded me on how awful life i've been through..then suddenly i saw someone look similar to my dad..my real dad..i tend to remember all the sweet things that i and my parents done before..i think i miss my dad..i miss the old family that i happy in..i might be selfish for saying that i have a bad family..but i just want it back..PLEASE!!!!..i cried there in alamanda food court..seing kids very happy..ergh i envy them..this tears..is it tears of a man or tears of a child?..Everything screwed up nowadays..F**k it..is like im in different timeline which im not aware of what had happen..lots of question and doubt which suddenly appears in my mind..

I talked with my friend..Asfarina..she said..she miss alpha life..so do i..thats is the time where everybody are together and i felt very strong that time..Ganaesh says everything started to break apart..i realize that either..i wish i could do something to bring back the "semangat" that long time "terkubur" when we left alpha year..i hope tomorow will be a better day for me and everybody who felt the same as what i felt

MMU Worlds 2005



This is one of the biggest event that going to be held in MMU cyberjaya..MMU worlds..a debate competition which involved students from well known Universities..come over and witness this prestige event..(for more information click the image above )

also check out this links

//thanx for this event..i got no class in the duration of this event....three days holiday

MMU interfaith Talk



This event going to be held in MMU Malacca..8th interfaith talk.."Status of Women in the Eyes of God"..more information will be required soon..for those who happen to be in Malacca or near Malacca..or have big interest in this kind of event..u can come over to Multimedia University Malacca Campus..

Friday, December 24, 2004

I am Naruto-Kun

Hahaha..i am Naruto the main character in this anime series..well he is my favorite character..ermm..am i going to cosplay as him, for the cosplay event this semester..well Fumi and Nox cosplaying as Sasuke and Orochimaru..they asked me to cosplay as Naruto..but so hard to make the costume la..if rock lee easy la..but wait..i smell something fishy here..are they trying to do what they did to me in previous cosplay event?..



//i took this quiz before long time ago..i thought the result should be different..but look like i and naruto are some how alike..hehehe..well u guys can try out this quiz though..just click the image above..

"Ebil Mode"

Ohaiyo..well i just woke up from my sleep..actually i woke up earlier but i went back to sleep..i was waiting for gunbound christmas event price winning announcement..but i cant seem to get through the web...owh well ..i deal with that later..erm i woke up early this morning and find out that yong is infront of the TV with my console analog controller in his hand..He restarting playing Unlimited Saga..well i asked him about his progress in the game he played.."no answer"..i look at his eyes..well it was partially open..then i realize he was sleeping..hahaha..my housemate fall to sleep while in the middle of battle..hahaha..well this is not the first time though..lucky it was only a turn base battle system..and not active time battle..if it is active..i guess he should be dead and yupp gameover..this is not his first time though..he did this before for Final Fantasy X2 and Lord Of The Ring The Third Age..

today is friday..nothing much interesting on tv this time..well nothing much interesting things can be done today..i got class at 6 until 7..owh yeah..i read a news yesterday about this "Browser War"..if not mistaken i come across the phrase saying that microsoft bought an anti spyware programme and detect Mozilla Firefox as a spyware..WTF???..what is this?..well im not sure about the whole story and how true is this just yet..aiyork..i forgot where did i read this news..if not i could just at a link it or something to my post..

//got to go and fetch for food..

Mutliplayer Frenzy

Just finish playing Naruto 2 versus two player with Yong my housemate..haha..i won for 2 times and the rest his..hehehe..well after i finish one of the most boring and uninteresting class last nite..i went back to cyberia and search for Nasi Lemak stall infront of cyberia resident..but they did not open for today..so i went back home with my empty stomach..as soon as i opened the door i go straight to My Console and insert the Shadow Hearts Covenent disk..and continue my game..haha its been a while since i played this game..i stop playing shadow hearts half way..opss not even half way i guess..all because of Star Ocean Till The End Off time..erm i completed star ocean included all the hiddin bosses and dungeon..

After that i stop for a while and go buy some food outside.."no nasi lemak..nasi goreng thai pon jadi"..went back..eat..and watch "Latte at 8"..the whole house are full of our laughter..haha..yeah we are for sure enjoy our self watching our Malaysian J-Lo hosting the show..after the show..we got nothing else to do..so we browse around all the dvd's i have..and come across Ghost In The Shell : Stand Alone Complex..at first we were planned to let Yong play the story mode..but instead we play the multiplayer mode..and hahaha..start the battle between me and Yong..well i win a lot of the battle..he awarded me with the best missle and rocket luncher user..hehehe..he kill me twice in melee style..i cant do anything coz my character was heavy type soldier..and his was speed type user..we sure do enjoy the game..our house "mmg meriah la" hehehe..seronot..im so happy this sem..i got no problem just yet..everything just find..not a single problem come across yet..

*get myself a "buah Lai" and eat..nyum nyum

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

My Timetable

// for my friend who reads my blog and wanted to know when is the time that i free and not free ..this is it




Tuesday, December 21, 2004

"Baju Melayu"

Today is my second day of this trimester...and i reaceive lots of comments about me wearing baju melayu..some says i look macho..some says" dah jadi alim ke?"..and some says "what the hell had happen to me?"..well im still the old person u guys know..erm maybe..anyway i just like this new night outfit of mind..hehehe.."baju melayu" are so nice to wear..well i like the part when people says i look nice and macho..i dont understand with some malays who have this kind of mind set..where if u are malay u must be total 100% malay..like me i rather have all mix up in me..i thought it will bring up more understanding in me of other ethnics..some of them complaint about me having weird foreign names..durh its only a nickname..as long as the name does not shows how "bad" u are in using such languages or even some people tend to use bad part of human organ as their nickname..but if u have...erm let see..as an example.."ASS" as ur nickname, are that brings up ur identity..is that what u realy is..no heart feelings there..it is just my idea and "some some" of what i learn in class..

//4:18pm Wednesday

this is the continue of what i suppose to write in this post last night..because of some unpredictable thins happen to my friend Diyana..last night which she disturb me all the time when i wanted to finish up my post..and now i dont know what am i suppose to post..well i just went back from campus..it was one tiring day..imagine class starting at 10 am straight until 4 pm without any gap between them..owh i registered one more subject for this trimester..erm i guess 6 subject is not that bad right?..yeah i was a find day..and all of my lecturer this trimester were very professional and yet good in communicate with students..most of them are good in humour..i just realize lecturers come from foreign country are more active than our local pasive lecturer..well not all of our local lecturer is pasive..but most of them are..u know what i mean..now i have good lecturers teaching me..i think i should strive my studies to make my cgpa a lot better..

Monday, December 20, 2004

Back to University..and there goes my social life

Rise and shine..early bird catch the worm..erm today is my first day for this MMU 3rd trimester,im still in my pyjama ("baju melayu")..i woke up early this morning again because of the Korean series..yeah went is the last time i communicate with nirah about this story..well it was fun though..we far to each other but yet still could discuss about this korean tv series as "hangat" as possible..i just read nirah's blog..ceh lucky me all this while she was ok..i mean maybe she is not ok..but better than worst..hehehe..lega pakcik kat cyber nie

I got class at 2 o'clock today..yeah ..for this whole of new week, i think im going to hate thursday..8 am early in the morning class..that are a total dumbest thing that im going to do for this wole trimester..curse u MMU..well my social live is ruined here in cyberjaya campus..like last trimester..i can hardly spend my time for with my friend and to make things worst i can't even fantasizing myself in my own leisure time..cummunicate with people by using none other than "bisness language"..work work work..thats all i have last semester..and i guess this sem "gonna" be worst..erm i planned to join "Capoeira" team in cyberjaya..well i do need some some of those social life..dont want to ruined my life with a pile of papers and mouse clicking frenzy..kinda think of it i do learn capoeira before in high school but not that great..i joined it just to manage my anger and become more and more efficient in the way i think and work..not just that..capoiera helps me regain my self conscious at time i had lose control own my mind and body (anger management)..im still and angry man but now in different way..i manage to get over with my anger..erm i talked to Mafa and Zaim about this though..they wanted to join me..donno?

Yesterday was realy tiring..it was sunday..and i woke up early just to attend a meeting..than i started boost my physical engine..and with a mental strenght call "will", started to clean up and resorting my house..well its "a bit" distorted in a holiday..owh well i get it over done slow and steady....i am the last one standing until this house of mind are at 100% better than before..i just can say it is better..just dont ask why?



Bleedman's with his own version off Powerpuff Girl and other Cartoon Network Characters (click image to enlarge it)


another characters chart of Bleedman's "doujishi" Powerpuff Girl (click image to enlarge it)

Ahaaa..my friend sharil..show us about this cool dude called Bleedman..i dont know about his real name though..but his real talent is what i see for real...i added a new link in my link list "Bleedman's Comic"..well the link leads to his artwork web page..reads his manga..it i totally different story and yet cooler anime version of Powerpuff Girl..trust me it is magnificient..try it..i read the whole manga until the recent part which is chapter 4..erm ok ..wanna stay away from this computer for a while..

*wink wink

//owh before i forgot..i think cyberia has been invaded by mushrooms (kids or brat)..well i guess the reason why those kids suddenly appears is because finally cyberia have residents who is capable in reproduce babies..hahaha



Thursday, December 16, 2004

My New Template

Check Out my New Template..is this nice or what?..but it is only compatible for Mozilla user for now..because some of the image are in PNG format..so they should be a problem in viewing some of the graphic and images..and from what i see..the banner and te sidebar appears not as what i've code..so use Firefox everyboy..hehehe promote nie..okie i'll be doing some editing to the template soon to make sure my blog compatible for both Mozilla and Internet Explorer..why i choose Full Metal Alchemist?..well the reason i use Full Metal Alchemist (this is one good anime..u guys should watch it if haven't watch the series) as one of the assets in my template because i like the character inside this anime so much..Edward Elric..he is some how have a bit of my personality..and..the most obvious thing that both of us have incommon would be the height..hehehe..who knows me and have seen me before should know why..well Lego used to call me Edward-kun or chan back in Malacca Campus..damn i miss Malacca Campus..last but not least please leave a comment about my blog's new look...click the comment button here..yeah thats the one..*click it..

* wink wink

//edited at 4:23 am, December 17

// i finally finish fixing the problem..now both Mozilla user and Internet Explorer lover are able view my page correctly without error..hehehe..penat nie..

Here are the list of changes i make

  • my layout images (FMA theme)
  • my comment header image (look at Edward and Alphonse..kawaii)
  • post viewed are now limited to 5 entries per page (to make sure the page does not load very slow ) so u guys should know where to find the other previous entries rite..
  • no more PNG images
*well thats all i guess..just hit the comment button down there and write your feed back to me..so that i could improve my blog interface..thanx everybody..~_-

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

PS2, X BoX and Game Cube..which one is it?

Just went into Sharil's room when he howler my name..he show me the video of morgan web destroyed a few console as a test on which console can endure it..wel out of Gamecube, PS2 and X BoX..the test include drop down from high level..sledge hammer and argh i forgot the first one..guess what the Game cube win..and at the end of the show Morgan completely gone nuts and destroyed the other two console...eghh poor PS2 and X BoX

*taknak kasik kat Aku la..membazir ajer

COSMAS, Rock da WORLD,Joe Flizzow & Friends...or something else?

Morning..owh wait its noon..silly i am..ok first think that i did today was..Blinking my eyes to wake up from my sleep..the dream are aren't that nice though..i dont no lately i keep on dreaming about my past and keep seing stuff that hurt me a lot..i woke up today with a tears running down my cheek..T___T..wassup la..ok..again today i woke up early in the morning just to make sure that i wont miss the Korean series

Todays episode are very sad..well that guy reminds me of myself though..yeah the one who always waiting, loyal and cry for the person they love..well i just hope that Kwan-woo and his teacher or so call "lover", Chae-won will be back together again..well for those who does not know what im talking about..well read my previous post titled "The Reason"..well yesterday Sharil has come back to our house in cyberjaya..so it makes 3 of us now in Cyberjaya..and im not alone anymore..so yesterday night i went out with Zaidi aka Tidus to search for something that can fill up my empty stomach..heheh well we went to La' Tumis..hell with the name..the food sux..what can i say thats the only restaurant open..eh actually there is one more..a mamak stall...but they sux and expensive..so i grap my Mee Hailam bungkus and went home straight..unpacked my food and start diggin..hehe then come mister "Barney" aka Sharil, he came to me and give a gift..want to know whats the gift?..yeah i told u..it was a Koala..soft toys la..kinda cute hehehe..thanx dude..i'll fry this and eat..hahah kiddin..erm than we were talking about COSMAS event (cosplay malaysia) which going te be held this saturday..so i planned to attend that event which cost me rm15 per entry..and also planned to go for Rock da World Concert which also going to be held this saturday at stadium merdeka at 3 pm until late..wah if i went for this concert i might miss the Joe Flizzow and Friends concert..argh why they must do everything in one day..

and then i finally remembered and realize that i cant attend to any of those stuff..because on that particular day also i have a conference that i must attend to..well i am one of the editor in Multimedia University Yearbook team..so it is appropriate for me to attend that conference with Alumni this saturday..so in conclusion i choose work rather than entertain myself..ergh always like that..why do i have to always work and work and work..my social life is ruined bit by bit..after that i went back to pc and updating my blog.chating and look at my next year schedule..then my fren Afif BUZZ!!! me through Yahoo Massenger..he ask me about our layout design for the yearbook project volume 5..so we discuss and discuss until we come to this level where its hard to explain through live internet chatting..yeah he tried to explain his graphics idea to me..but it is quite hard to actually get the picture..so what happened after this is this...



screenshot on the discussion using yahoo massenger crayon IMVironment from our dedicated artist and designer Afif

Haha..at the same time i was chatting with a few of my friends (Asfarina chat with me the most..thanx coz layan me) and also helping shela on her blog designs..hehe..im so happy to help people out..well im quite piss at her that evening..we have a small fight about small thing..but i guess we are ok..hehe..erm this week are quite pack for me also..i have to do lots of thing..clean up this whole place that i call HOME..the kitchen especially..have to make room for a Fridge that finally going to be one of the assets of this house..Sharil bought the Fridge from Seng Heng..and according to him the fridge going to arrive here this friday..now i've been thinking of getting a stove for the kitchen because it seems like we have a place to store our ingrediants for cooking now..

Ish i've been thinking about Nirah lately..eversince i went back to cyber jaya i cant seem to get connected to her phone at all..wait i do get connected but nobody pick up the phone.i called the other number also cant get me through her..what actually happen to her?..is there something wrong?..at first im quite piss also..because this is not her first time on making me realy worried about her..haiyo this is one of my friend that always make me worried a lot..well Nirah..i hope u are ok..somewhere out there..

owh My mom call me this morning saying that she cant help me with my money problem.. again..well looks like i have to work on it myself again..just like what i always do..haiyo for once i "teringin" being helped by my own family members..everytime on my own..felt like i've been left by my family..erghh i hate this feeling..

* currently listening to Full Metal Alchemist OST..yeah

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

PS2 with a "tan" ...


(click image to enlarge it)


Look PS2 tan..Kawaii-ne..*wink wink*..i thought they only do this on OS..hehe currently i got nothing to do..an im a bit piss off rite now..some person make me realy piss today..i have to pay a lot for bills..ergh nearly rm 200 ++..so to make my self calm..i open my photoshop and edit whole shit load of photos and images..while listening to Room of Angel by Akira Yamaoka..it is the theme song for Silent hill 4..wicked and surprisingly this song calm my heart and soul..alright then..i think i want to search for food and eat em'...

*wink wink..

arghhhh CRAP !!!!

I just realize something wrong..i open all my image gallery in computer..just for fun actually..try to find something that i could edit and use for u know..anything..but suddenly i found out photos taken using my camera in one folder which is most probably the cause of what happen to my camera..well usualy i only transfer my images into computer when my card is full and i store it in one folder for each transaction..well in one of this folder which is contain the images from my work in yearbook and the image which taken by my friends..i dont usually edit or rename the name of the file..so the computer will store the image in right order..the image from DSC3150 until DSC3241 have no problem..but the image after that are the image which have problem....well i suspected this incident happened when me, munirah, ganaesh and dee went out together for a dinner..after that dinner we went to Masjid Putra in putrajaya..munirah wanted to rollerblading around there..few image were okay at first but few last image were in bad condition as what my camera did now..the image taken by my camera now will look very very terrible..blur and a bit glarry..very sensitive to white color images..i thought it was the over expose function but after i tune the camera with zero exposure, still the image are in bad condition..so i assume that the problem with my camera started that night itself until now..and i am not the one who use the camera that night..i did not use it because i was sick..if i am the cause of it..its ok..but this is someone else doing..and im not sure if this person knew about it or not..erghh crap..the camera work just fine with me but now..arghhh crap..its not that cheap to buy a new digital camera

Monday, December 13, 2004

Miracles Happen

Wow..something weird just happen to me..Thank God..yeah i PASS all my subject..i thought im going to Fail my Quantitative Analysis which is one of my worst subject..well to be honest with you, i hate this subject....the moment i put in my password and student id i felt like empty..because i was expecting the worst, but hehe..seing the word PASS for all of my subject make my heart beat again..yeah no supplimentary paper means no repeat paper and also no more Quantitative Analysis for me..erm here it goes again..my pointer drop again from 2.95 drop to 2.65..ergh cannot be like this..must do something to make sure my pointer at top again



*so happy..guling guling atas carpet

The Reason...

*yawn* huh i just woke up from my bed..well some people can call that bed..heheh..wanna know why i woke up early this time...haha..its all because of this one Korean Tv Series Titled ; Romance aired at tv 2, 11 o'clock in the morning from Monday to Friday. I started watching this series since at munirah's house. Very touching love stories and yeah i think the teacher and the student should have chance to be together in sence of humanity. Never thought that love can be this hard huh..yeah..it even can make u suffer for ur entire life..put that aside and look at the bright side..what the hack both of them are one cute couple i've ever seen...not just that they even have a nice theme song for this tv drama..im not sure about the title..maybe it is "Loving You"..well thats the only word they repeated so many time..Here are the review that i found on the net written by V "X" Naldi..i cant write any review just yet because im still at the early stage of the series..


After watching Romance, the success of teacher-student comedy My Tutor Friend (over 4.8 million admissions) seems easier to accept. Perhaps it was Kim Ha-neul's performance in this series prompting the producers to cast her in the film (an adaptation of an online story, retelling the struggles of a poor tutor having to deal with a spoiled rich brat who forces every teacher they throw at him to quit). She plays the young teacher who's still too inexperienced for her profession very well. And, with a few exceptions, her performance considerably improves the series.

Romance Kim Chae-won (Kim Ha-neul) is a bright young teacher in her mid 20s, but she still has a hard time adapting to her profession. She accidentally meets young singer and high school senior Choi Kwan-woo (Kim Jae-won), and they instantly form a bond. Of course, they're lying about each other's age: Kwan-woo says he's a college senior, and Chae-won doesn't reveal she's actually a teacher, and considerably older than him. When Kwan-woo is forced to move to Seoul because of a family problem, their lies start to produce consequences. Kwan-woo has to enroll in Chae-won's school, and she'll be one of his teachers!

The setup is familiar, and even if a little controversial, it's well played out. The series thankfully doesn't rely excessively on the typical themes of 'impossible romances.' Parents are kept at a distance until the main characters are developed enough to let us care about them, and it's not until their relationship becomes serious that the usual obstacles are put on their way. The first part of Romance is very good TV: the chemistry between Kim Jae-won and Kim Ha-neul is excellent; the supporting characters, while certainly stereotypical, are fun to watch. Also, with the exception of Kim Hae-sook's predictable typecasting as the troubled ajumma, the parents are actually a little more colorful than expected. Chae-won's mother runs a jeans company, and is a bit of a nut, shouting 'Oh My God' at random and sporting wild haircuts. Her father is obsessed with the formalities of the father-daughter relationship, such as insistence on deferential tone. He will later play a big part in Kwan-woo and Chae-won's future as a couple, and is a well developed character.

What helps the series in its first part is the fact there's very little urgency. The writers feel no need to reveal a major plot development every week, which usually forces viewers to keep tuning in to understand. The drama is introduced slowly, and doesn't completely upstage the comedy, which makes for better viewing. Characterization, at least by TV drama standards, is quite good, although a few missteps along the line don't allow this drama to reach the depths of shows like Ruler of Your Own World. For example, the 'bad girl/guy' character isn't played out like a constant obstacle to the main characters' romance. The writers try to make a case for those characters as well, and most of the time --at least for the first half-- they succeed.

Then, things suddenly change when the series moves 3 years ahead. It's clear they couldn't go anywhere with Chae-won and Kwan-woo anymore, without becoming repetitive. While the focus on secondary characters is understandable given the main couples' forced division, their complete takeover of the show ruins the pace and atmosphere. Kwan-woo's sister (Kim Yoo-mi), and Chae-won's former love affair and soon-to-be husband (Jung Sung-hwan) become centerpiece, and the parents' importance grows exponentially. The relationship between the main characters is updated slowly, every week building to the big finale. In theory, it's good writing, but when acting isn't there, the series is likely to become dull.

Kim Yoo-mi is pretty good, given her character's development and the way her problems come into play. But Jung Sung-hwan is terrible. He's not able to go beyond the same facial expression, no matter how important his reaction is to make the scene compelling. As a result, even if his character is not played out as a caricature, he doesn't allow it to come alive, and hurts the series' middle portion. Also, the constant use of fatalist, ultra-emotive mothers who faint at every sign of difficulty feels out of place for a breezy, lighthearted series like Romance. Kim Hae-sook is a good actress, and has become reliable in portraying this type of character, but she disappoints here.


RomanceI admit I liked the rather predictable and quasi cop-out finale, but in light of the final 2-3 episodes leading to it, I can't really say they built it as well as they could. The urgency level was upped by 300% in the series' third act, only to make it more conventional. Romance is a good series, marred by little inconsistencies and a mediocre supporting cast. If you need any reason to watch this show, it's the chemistry between newcomer Kim Jae-won (who's great as Kwan-woo) and Kim Ha-neul. Every time they're together the series improves a few notches, and even if Kim Jae-won understandably shows inexperience -- and Kim Ha-neul still overacts on occasions -- at the end they make this show worth watching. (Review by V. "X" Naldi)


Romance ("Romangseu"). 16 episodes. Written by Bae Yoo-mi. Produced by Lee Dae-young. Starring Kim Jae-won, Kim Ha-neul, Jung Sung-hwan, Kim Yoo-mi, Han Hye-jin, Kim Hae-sook, Hyun Seok, Shim Yang-hong, Park Won-sook, Kim Yong-gun, Ahn Young-hong

*alright then got to go..i dont want to miss this series though

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Kingdom Hearts 2



This is the Characters of Kingdom Hearts 2..waa biler nak keluar nie..erm we have to wait for so long until we can actualy enjoy sit in this living room and play this game..next year..tak sabar nie (click image to enlarge it and visit shun's gallery for more images on kingdom Hearts 2)

Back To The Old Days

Now here in Cyberjaya..i open back my pack of cd's and then i found my cd's of BoAs..well BoA is one of my favorite Korean singer ever since Alpha year back in Malacca and still her big fan..thanx to Abg Fendi which is my housemate who introduced me with it and burned whole shit loads of her videos and Mp3s..BoA are one of the best entertainer i've ever since..she is very beautiful and so goes to her voice..hehehe..well lots of my sweet memories in malacca are attached to her song..so whenever i heard her song..it some sort of brought me back to that timeline..her first song that catch my ears and heart were titled "No.1", this song have a sentimental value to me..well everything already over between me and "her"..i think she's doing just fine with her new boy..good for her though..anyway i must move on..well this is the lyrics for No.1..

No. 1 - BoA (english ver.)

It's been so long since you were here with me
Since you left me I could I set you free
It's just a game well done myself again
Finally I'm ready to go fast you see

Cause I did some good and I did some bad
I know what we had was true

*You still my NO. 1 you’re the one I'm thinking of
The one I can rely
I guess you know that so different site I love this song
This is all you said and done
You still my NO. 1

The things I said I taken back do you know
It’s not the end Cause now I've taken my stand
And I miss you, and want you back in my life,
Want you back in my life I want you back in my life

Cause I did some good and I did some bad
I know what we had was true

repeat *

I remember the days how we used to laugh
How we used to dance to that song and after all this time I have no regret
You're still my NO. 1

Do Do Do Do .



screenshot from music video, Everyheart


Everyheart is another one of BoA..this song has been used for the ending for an Anime titled Inuyasha..the songs are very very Beautiful..

Everyheart - BoA ( english ver.)

Tell me babe, how many do I shed my tears?
Every HeartEvery Heart is not a gentle yet

Shall I do?I can never say my loneliness
Every Heart doesn't know so what to say oh what to do

I was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone
So I prayed for help to the distant million stars

Round & round the planets revolve round the sun
And we always seek after love and peace forever more
Growing growing woe baby we can work it out
Look up at the sky every heart is shining all today

Show me now, What kind of smile do I come across
Every heart every heart can take a step towards the dreams

All of us what to take a lasting happiness
Whenever you feel sad, I wanna hold you
& give you a sound sleep

Someday every hearts gonna free and easy
We have peace of mind
Someday all the people find the way to love

Goes & goes the time goes on we are not alone
We live on together and we will find some precious things
Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry somehow
Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

There is the warm heart places on my mind
In my earlist day's there and it's so sweet
There are many stars they have talk with me so kind
They say yes always time's friend of mine so shine

Round & Round the planets revolve round the sun
And we always week after love and peace forever more
Growing growing woe baby we can work it out
Look at the sky every heart is shining all today

Goes & goes the time goes on we are not alone
We live on together and we will find some precious things
Sometime we well smile sometime we will cry somehow
Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

Wah!!!!..got to go now..shower time..hehehe

What's Cookin

Well here it goes..im a bit lazy of writing everything from the start, about what had happened..so this is munirah's version of what happened...Fritz is me..because she call me by that name..actually both Shun Fujiwara and Fritz are not my real name..hehehe..well most of my friend knew me as Fritz..ehehehe

This is what she wrote "The next day saw me cooking a nice big bowl of vegetable soup, and when Fritz arrived the day after that, he cooked us lunch. A gold star for Fritz! We went marketing early in the afternoon for our planned pengat pisang and some other ingredients for his planned lauks. He was pretty much scatter-brained about what to cook. I asked him to just buy whatever and decide once we're back home.





And ayam masak pedas and ikan cili api oyster sauce serai it is. What do you know? Fritz cooks edible food and looks cute squatting down with a lesung in his hand. So while he cooked the food, I was busy trying to get ready the ingredients for my pengat pisang.. and we discovered that we don't have a sift. Actually we do. But it's freaking small. As usual, improvise. Used something else to perah the santan instead. Squeeze the coconut milk. Uh, some words in bm are better left untouched. When Fritz was done, it was my turn to cook. I didn't really cook actually. I shoved two terung (eggplants) into the microwave, fried some onions, tumbuk some cili and bawang putih, add sugar, vinegar, salt and ta-daahh! Done.


our lovely lunch

Next. We were bored. Fritz went "Do we have much energy left to do the pengat?" Shrugs accompanied his questions and he went on to play his Xenosaga2 while I went back to the kitchen and started cooking our pengat. If you notice, one of the pictures above showed gula melaka as one of the ingredients. I substitued that with gula kabung that was found in the fridge and boy.. It was well worth the switch. So I took a stool, and cooked. Poured the santan, add the sugar, let it boil, add the gula kabung, taste, and I was shocked. How the hell could I have cooked up such a nice kuah pengat at the very first try?? Overjoyed!!! +10 in Happiness! At that moment my friend, nothing on earth could replace the proudness that seeped into the every pore of me. Haha. Horns on my head.

Then, my mom came back. "Smells like something's cooking!" she hollered. She came in, marched to the kitchen, saw me, tasted my pengat, declared that my pengat's too sweet and added water and salt. Arrghh!! Good pengat is supposed to be sweet! But no, she didn't stop there. "Nirah, add the bananas now, kalau tak nanti your santan keluar minyak!", which I did, and she then proceeded to baling dua genggam sagu. "The sagu cepat kembang one-lah.." Warghhhhhhh.. Don't touch my masterpiece la. I know what I'm doing. And it turned out, the sagu was slow to kembang. So there I was worried about the bananas in the pot, takut hancur, and the sagu, was oh so very snail slow. Then she said "Eheh.. Sepatutnya rendam the sagu first." And then..



When she went away, I tambahkan a little bit of gula kabung and voila.. It turned out good. :) *does a jiggy* Fritz said that my pengat tastes like his nenek's. That's a compliment. Old folks usually dish up great great food with authentic ingredients. And now, all the pengat has gone into Fritz's intestines and I. He took 3 - 4 bowls of it, with his last bowl just a few minutes ago, and I took 2 bowls. One yesterday, one today. And it was good."






The meal that i cooked was Ayam Masak Merah , Ikan Steam, and Telur Sambal, u guys also can go and visit to her blog which is under my bloggers list..her link was named as Munirah

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Xenosaga : The Tragedy, new game?

Konbanwa..erm now im in munirah's mom office..well just lepak infront of the computer..hehehe..after this we will be going off to erkk..im not sure whats the name of the place..to buy something for the kitchen..hehehe..

Owh wassup with the title..well it is not a sequel nor prequel of the game Xenasaga..well i just bought new Xenosaga 2 from sungai wang plaza..my friend Sharil called me that day informed me about the existant of this "ciplak" Xenosaga 2 dvd which just come out in sungai wang..well i went there to get a copy but the person incharge of the shop says that the english version of Xenosaga 2 are not suppose to comeout yet..well the one that they sell in shops were not a full version..just to know how the game look like? i bought the game and went back to Munirah's place and try it on my machine..well hahaha..as what the shopper says..the graphics are way "teruk" then the first one..some of the subtitle were deleted..and yeah rite its half english and half japanese...erghh..and today i was playing for a total of 4 ++ hours through the game..and all of my characters already at level 22..and yeah in the middle of boss battle..not actually a boss battle..its mini boss battle..the game stuck..i reset the game..and replay again..thank god there was a save point nearby..and start the battle..bang!!! the game stuck again..waa waa..i guess i just have to wait until the full version came..

Erm i got a phone call from my friend Sharil..hehehe he is so happy..he won the prize for a contest which allow him to go on night with Phua Chu Kang..he is so DAMN lucky..erm im going to post more soon after i went back to my place in Cyber jaya..got lots of interesting things happen here in munirah's place..im going back to Cyberjaya this latest by Sunday..because i need to be there to takecare of the house maintainance..alright then..bye

Thursday, December 09, 2004

This is what I am If i were a Cat..

Siamese
You are a Siamese! You are fun-loving, playful,
energetic, talkative, and exotic. You are the
center of attention and you love every minute
of it.


What breed of cat are you?
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Beautiful....


This is an image taken from an upcoming movie, Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children..peace your eyes on the amount of details..owh hey look , "Chocobo Farm"..huhuhuhu..can't wait until this movie is off to the silver screen..(for more images on Advent children please visit Shun's Gallery)

I Walk Through The Emptiness


This is what i do went im bored..well im still bored..now in cyber..yeah this whole week of emptiness in Cyberia alone let me do a few stuff that i can't do while im not free..which is hahaha download stuff..ok i downloaded a few videos and trailers of upcoming game that im going to play..Final Fantasy 12, Tales Of Symphonia, and Kingdom Hearts 2..damn!!! its good..yeah Sora double weild this time..he is the protagonist for the gamed titled Kingdom Hearts.. well the image up there was from the korean game Magna Carta Crimson Stigma (click image to enlarge it)

Nocturne

..Its already 3.14 am..i am still not sleepin..thanx for the coke that i drank..erm so i guess this is my first post for my first blog then..well everything is find though..yesterday went to Gempak Comic Carnival in Sg.Wang KL..nothing much happen there..it was crowded with strangers around me..thats what happen when u went out alone..anyway i enjoy myself browsing for new PS2 games..hehehe..alrite than..i guess this is it for now..