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Saturday, April 30, 2005

Happy Birthday Gan !!!

//currently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - Killing Me

29 th April ish always a day for this one guy here turn into different age..meaning his alive..bwahahaha sorry Gan..despite of his crazyness over Loli..owh wait lets not go into that..






Ok lets recap on what happen yesterday..ok..i woke up..then i heat up yesterday's left over and eat it..chatted with Lina for a bit..well she brought her Creative webcam to her office..obviously a place that she work..she work with her father..i've seen both her step mom and father through the webcam..so "manja"..hehehe..around 1 o'clock..runs to the campus for the friday prayers and back home around 2.30 pm..chatted with Lina and Atifi on CF channel..until Azam arrived at my place...he brought his external HDD..haha like always "sedut" Anime from me..then i suggest that he stay at my place for a night..seems like he does not have stable internet connection at home..haha i tell u dial up sux big time..so he agreed..at around 4.30 pm..we move out of my condominium area and off to campus for BCB A.T.M machine..rite after that when we were about to move out from MMU..we were stuck at the guard house due to some stupid policy which does not allow student to bring out any computer hardwares out of MMU with any declaration form which need to be fill up with the information about the hardware that we bring out..huh so stupid..i felt like showing my middle finger and say "fuck off" to the person who actually made this POLICY..so the security at the guard house wont let us go until we have the declaration form..so he ask us to go back in MMU and search for STC building (some center for admission, exam unit and some shit)..Azam went inside to ask for the declaration form..but hey the person incharge there ask us to go to any lab nearby to print the Declaration from...DAMN..i was quite piss this time..the feeling of "takau-ing" that guy is overwhelming..there u go..we go to the nearby lab which is the CITS lab 1..just rite at the Faculty of Engineering building..so we use the stupid computer to print the shit out..fill up the form..go back to STC building to get the form certified and thats it..we waste around 45 minute just for this..haih..but thats not all..the fun begins here..Zaim, one of my future housemate called me..and asked me to go to our future house..to open the house Lock for him..yeah the owner is already there..well at least u can let us know first before u come to the house rite..i hate people do this kind of things to me..well people still tend to do it..so to the poeple who read this..i warn you all..for CRYING OUT LOUD..please let me know if u guys wanted to come over my house or some shit like that ok..im sick of this..and when i met the house owner..i have this urge to punch him and ask him to lower our RENTAL money..bwahahaha im so EBIL..the bad part is..i have to run back my current home..take the key..and then run back to the new house and just to open the house door for him..im tired to death..

OMG i accidently poke my EYE lid..wah its bleeding..wait wait...be right back..

//5 minute later

ok im back..ermm let see owh yeah..after that we go staright to Kelana Jaya to fetch for my honey from her office..sorry baby for being late...go straight to Giant and met Atifi which quite bored of waiting and had her ears pierced just to kill time..sorry Atifi..bought the White T-shirt and some Marker (to make Gan's birthday Present)..called Gan and all of them are in Midvalley..so of we go to Midvalley..Met everybody there..ok im not realy remember the people i met..let me recall..there is Bunny-Chan, Kitsunei, the birthday boy Gan, cielelric, teh-O ..owh my god i just remember that..hahaha sorry..i have this problem of remembering persons name i met..but i shall remember if i met that particular person twice or more..owh yeah i remember Shaun..yes of course i remember him..he is one of the loudest last nite..or might be the loudest among all..






Off to Murni..a place at SS2..we arrived,met Lonelydark, Jacebarret, Vic and other which come later than us.. chat chat...bla bla bla..crapping a lot..everybody sign on the t-shirt..well i did wrote Taugeh-Chan on it..well taugeh-chan ish a nick name given by teh-O for Gan's cow plushie which originally named Tygore..i ordered this drink which Lina suggest me to drink..Orange Juice Speacial..well this is my first time try it..so i pick the Medium size portion..ermm but hell yeah..the Drinks Rawks..owh yeah..next time i shall take the over size Large Portion..the Orange Juice contain cordial orange which blanded with the Ice..and then they put in some fruit like longan, Nata de coco(is this considered fruit), watermelon, and honey dew. Yes yes the drink was superb..

Lets move on to the food then..ok some of then order this ROTI HAWAIIAN..well im not sure how does it taste like..but they seems like it so much..maybe i should try it next time..owh the picture is not exactly a cake..that was a Roti Hawaiian with some Mayo on it which says "Happy Bithday"..hehehe..we poke two big candles on it which resemble 20 years old..the birthday song begin..the candle lit been blown off..everybody back to the thing they do best..chat and crapping..until one more Roti Hawaiian came..its Kitsune's Roti..and yeah..u can see for urself in the picture i uploaded..the mayo look so so Horny..hahaha..it looks like a Shemale spreading his or her legs..with the "third legs" in the middle..bwahaha..its quite interesting the way the murni people puts up different pattern of symbols on the roti they made..its just some random image..me and lina ate western food..chicken chop and lambchop.. thought i was finished with my food and cant take anymore..but no..in fact im still hungry..

So around 10 oclock..me, Azam and Lina have to make a move..we send Lina home..go to Bandar Sri Damansara..to Azam's place..take his cloths and laptop..stop by a restaurant called "Nasi Kandar Sedap"..i bought Nasi, Beef rendang, Chicken Curry, and Fried Fish Egg..haha this to satisfied my stomach which always hungry..went back straight to cyberjaya..on my monitor..Watch Maburaho and eat..after that chatted a little bit..kill few bosses in Blood Will Tell..and off to my dream land..owh my god this is long enuff i guess...hahaha..well last word from me..nice meeting u guys..nyuuu~

// omg my Final result comeout next wednesday..so scared to death..hope everything will be alrite..wish me luck guys..i need it

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Ermmm...

//currently listening to DEFTONES - Hexagram

Just finish the computer specs check list for Lina, i wish i could get the same specs as her though..but what to do..im a self sponsored person..everything on my own..i still remember while im still in standard 4..i wanted to buy this one toy..i dont remember..so i did not eat everyday in school..i put all the money in my piggy bank instead..owh wait its not actually a pig..a house i think..and one day i went back from my school lik ealways wanted to put the money inside my "tabung"..what i see is a broken glasses on the floor and small ammount of money scattered on the floor..damn somebody broke my so call piggy bank and stole my money..then i found out it was my father who took it..haih..so do my "Tabung Haji" money all gone..he took it somehow without telling me first..well now im quite happy with what i get...i work and work almost everyday to makesure i can survive alone here in MMU..but recently things turned out pretty badly when both of my parent asking me for money..well i used to help them..my mom borrowed RM 1400 ++ for some reason and my father who actually study now asking me RM 1000 ++ to help him with everyday expenses in his university...ZOMG what just happen here..i thought im suppose to be the one who asked money from them not me giving it..

My first year in university was very very bad..i cant have a chance to eat food like normal people do..well i tend to skip lots of meal and sometimes skip meal for about 4 days..well due to this i did some freelance job..thanx to this job now i actually can survive..buy my own computer, PS2 and all those stuff which i desired..should i consider myself lucky?..i donno sometimes im pretty jealous with peoples around me..whenever they wanted something they can just ask from their parents..and a few weeks or maybe a day..they can just have it..and sometimes seing others parent tend to keep in contact with their child make me feel like im a left out..in my case if i did not call my parents i wont contact with them at all..this year/last year i did not went back for both Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Aidiladha, due to lots of work need to be done..and i guess yeah due to Exam rite after the Aidilfitri holidays..im used with this life..a life as a loner..but im still human being who do have feelings and stuff like that..i tend to feel lonely inside..seing peoples have each other..child have their family..and i just a lost kid in this deserted jungle searching his own path. Once i did wrong thats it..sometimes i felt like i know nothing..yeah im way behind..i got not enuff education from my parents..i mean education about how to live and importants stuff that i should know..haihh..*sigh*..for those who did not know what actually happen, yes my parents divorce..and both of them have their own partner alreday...in conclusion i have 2 father and 2 mother..bwahahahaha..and not one of them know what am i actually doing here in cyberjaya..well they might be too busy with their life..puts that aside..i should be thankful..now that Lina walk in my life..well im so glad that she did..she make my life easier..my stress level are not that bad..and im not that lonely anymore..thanx sayang..

ermm today i have to wait for two events which gonna occur soon..one of it would be The Yearbook team gonna bring in their PC in my house..yeah im going to transform this house into one Publishing and Desiging studio or office or whatever u call it..we gonna start finalizing the one year events and stuff in this MMU yearbook Vol 5..make sure the dummy is done..show it to mmu president and then send it to printer..publish then sell to mmu student in next acedemic year..second eventwould be..my friend..munirah and ross wanted to bring a double decker bed into this house..seems like this house is big..so they going to put the bed here first before moving it to other house soon..

enuff rant for today..ja

// ps : my friend said that i have both itachi and naruto (attitude, lifestyle) inside me..is that even possible

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

im as a Novice Chef

//currently listening to High and Mighty Color - Insomnia





im hungry so i cooked some food for myself to eat..today its turned out to be good..i enjoyed my dinner tonite..i finished everything up..im quite full now..very happy and kinda surprise with what i and Lina discussed this evening..she already submit the MMU registration form..she said have to wait for 2 weeks until she could get the result..i just hope she succeed in it..gambatte ne Rinna Chan..>.<

Monday, April 25, 2005

Just HER...

//currently listening to Nell - STAY (lina had a HARD time singing to this song..cuz its KOREAN)


Not much to update yet lots of things happen..make the long story short..im happy with my life now.. Lina being such a nice sweetheart to me..and im glad to be with her...well i always have this "withdrawal symptom" (according to Yuhi and Sharil) right after i send Lina back to her house..i guess they are right about it..but hahaha..im not the same lonely guy anymore cuz i believe that she always "here" with me..

Sunday, April 24, 2005

my current desktop



very bored today so i just post this entry to kill time..well kinda like it though..simple and clean..what u guys think?..

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Update !!!

Well just finished took my shower..wah early shower for today..ermm today my future housemate will come here to cyberia..my house are quite messy due to the defect work in my bathroom..owh well better than have a hole in the middle of my bathroom..well due tue "malas" attitude that overwhelming inside me..i did not update this blog..here's a recap for saturday and sunday;

//Saturday

Well this is the day, the day where i will meet her for the first time as her boyfriend..well Lina like i told u, i've been very nervous in the car on the way to pick u up at the Komuter station, things turned out bad when the trafic slowed down the process on fetching Lina..i guess she was waiting for about an hour..gomen nasai lina-chan..fetch her and bring her back to cyberia...she look so kawaii...stay for a while in my appartment and we chat a little just to kill time before Azam and the geng finished with their last paper for this semester..



Around 12.30 pm Azam called me, and we go straight to Alamanda, it was me, my sayang, Azam, Syaril, in one car, and Hafeez, Zaim, Mafa, Qayyum and Faidah. We arrived at alamanda, and yes like always, we having all this problem of picking a place to eat, thanx to lina, she decide for us, my sayang are so smart..nyuu~ love u,*chu*...well in pizza hut lina make a smart choice again on what to eat and stuff..*huggles*..so we order 3 regular pizza and 1 large pizza, plus a few sidelines...


Then we go straight for bowling game, Azam and Syaril went of early, so the remaining played 2 bowling games each..i wa like saying to people how sucky i am in bowling game..hehehe..but then again i win both game..hahaha..now to go home..let se we have 7 people and 1 car, what we do, "sumbat" everybody inside, well me and lina sit at the front seat seems both of us are small size..well it works..everythings was find until there is this Patrol Police car at our left hand side..lina took hafeez's jacket and hid herself under it..it works..nyuuu~

We arrived at Cyberia, and went me and lina entered the house we saw Yong..hahaha..we rest for a bit,play some game..owh yeah my lina very good at playing console game aswell, this is cool i have a gurlfren who actually share the same interest as i am, she finished up Beck:The Game once at my place and kills 2 bosses for me for the game Digital Devil Saga while im in the kitchen cook for Yong, Lina and myself of course..there u go, my pasta, basil and garlic tomato pasta sauce and italian herbs chicken, iput some olive oil in my pasta..and thats it everybody dig in..i was lucky when both of them enjoy the food i cooked..well Yong finished up everything..nyuuu~ so happy..




So we wait until Azam is here, then we went to Hartamas, well the same person went to alamanda are here except for syaril, well he went back his hometown already..first arrive there...we went up to Playaz, and played Fussball and then Snuker, team of me and Lina vs Azam and Yong, they beat us and yes we "kalah"..then for snuker, team of Zaim, Mafa, Hafeez, Yong vs Me, Lina, Qayyum and Faidah...well we "kalah" again..the surprise thing is this Yong become very pro player after a few shot..to thing that today is his first time playing Snuker..then we went down to Bestari and eat..after that we go straight back to cyberia..we go sleep la..lina took my place and i took the sofa instead..so tired and mengantuk..yawn

//Sunday


I woke quite early..and then lina woke up...she look so cute in her pyjama and of course her morning face..so kawaii...we chat a little until Sharil came back with McD breakfast for all of us..nyuu we love u Sharil-Kun..hahaha...after a few alarm from Yong's Handphone, he finally got up and join us eat the breakfast..everybody go mandi..then go to Sunway Pyramid..first thing first..


Lina's request, Arcade place..she played Para Para..and i was like..stun with her moves..very nice and i guess she got straight "A" for all the song she dance..and rite after she finished..Yuhi arrived..go for skating rink..but the women at the counter says but mr zamboniee gonna do his work, so be back at 3..well she did not realy say stuff like that...hehe..so look at the time..we still have 40 minutes so lina suggested that we try the Archery



..so we went to the Archery range..both me and Lina took the 1 dozen arrows..i hit 3 arrows at the blue, 1 at the red and others gone somewhere which is outside of the target..i like seing my sayang..the way she hold the Bow are so cool..Then Lina bring me to this Purikura machine..we sit inside the machine and manage to take only 2 pictures..owh well the pictures was nice..thanx to my sayang, love u..next we go to the Pump it Up machine and she played 3 songs



..then off to Ice Skating..ermm i was quite worried because this is my first time skating..and i only have experience in Rollerblading freestyle..so Lina offered me her hand..heheh how sweet..after 30 second skating i got the hang of it already..and yeha instead of Lina hold me..now im the one who hold her..yeah..i felt so nice..holding her hand and skate on ice...thanx sayang..i will never forget this experince with u..then we go get some food..after nandos..we send Yuhi home and then go to bangsar to send Lina home..her mother need help on "Kait the buah Betik"..so i took the ladder and the "pengait" (betul ke nie..ahh owh well)..i accidently poke the fruit..hahaha..how un pro i am..then she give me a goodbye kiss..and of we go back to cyberia..i was damn tired..so i slept in the car..nyuu~

so i guess thats the recap..nyuuu..love u sayang

Monday, April 18, 2005

PURIKURA !!!






This is the first time i did this..we spend to much time figure out with the machine whice put only japanese word..lucky Lina knows how to read japanese..so due all this we just manage to take two pictures..cuz that damn machine time out on us..but well its kinda nice..hehehe owh i should say thanx to my "Sayang"..she such a sweetheart..love u so much..*chu*

Friday, April 15, 2005

Happy..

//currently listening to Orange Range - Hana

Yay..even though things turn out quite weird but yeah its happen..like what she said to me..im not dreaming about it cuz im not even sleeping..now the reality is..ehem ehem she found out about me and we found out that we could have a happy live together..well all i can say now is..

Loff u too dear..=]

Im in LOVE.. >.<




Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Feelings..

//currently listening to Oceanlane - Everlasting Scene

Haiyo i still got 2 more papers to go..and im so so feeling not semangat..to many things to think..to many thinks happen..haih..well most of the scene are repeated..that should be ok i guess..is not like i cant endure it..hehehe..so have no worries..i think i still can make it..yosh..tomorrow i will wake up and start new day with smile craft on my face..accompany by sound of laughter..bwahahaha

Yesterday im some sort at my limit..i went to campus walk around campus with my Saki Sakurai(Muvo Slim mp3 player)in my hand..listening to EMO songs all the way..keep thinking about the unclear thoughts that i have..but yes thank god there is an angel called me through my mobile phone..thanx Twin for accompany me through my hard nite..well after last nite everything i guess should be clear to me..ermm..yosh yosh..and like always..just go on with it..>.<

What does my T-shirt says...

Got this while browsing through my twin's blog..hehehe

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hell yeah..this is cool..i want one

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Shopping..

//curently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - New World

Today..woke up, open up my notes..study a bit and then Blast EMO song so that the energy flows into my mind..bwahahaha..quite tired..just came back from Alamanda..well im going to stay for about let say 2 month here in cyberjaya..yeah of course alone..first one month ill be finishing my University Yearbook design and atlest able to get the Dummy for the book done..i want to finish this thing fast so that we can publish the book earlier this year..so no more complaint about the book printed late and stuff like that..the other one month ill be staying here still..well just hang on here, do some thinking, get everything off my mind, get myself a peace of my own, playing PS2, use the Net to the max, hahaha and plan about new life in a new acedemic year starting this june..

I know its gonna be a lonely one month, but than agian this should be ok for me, cuz i've been doing this a lot..hehehe...ok back to the shopping...wait im not going to list down everything rite..hehe..okok..some stuff that i bought would be, beras 2 kg, meat, chicken, pasta, pasta souce, some fruit, hahaha and etc etc..i hope it is enuff for 2 months though..if not..have to go out and search for food..hehehe..well i might gonna go out sometimes within this two month..not gonna just stay in the house..for sure ill be dead of boredness..hehehe

Owh still remember my Twin Lina...hehehe she have new nickname now..Nami..Nami Fujiwara...cool huh..owh she just bought a brand new Creative MP3 player...hahaha the odd thing is i was about to buy the same model which is a Creative DMP FX 120...i like this one because its the cheapest one and use AAA batery...but than agian Lowyat does not sell this model..so now i decide to get different model than hers..which is Creative MuVo Slim..hehehe...


Creative Muvo Slim



Owh my twin, Lina / Nami named my PC as Chigusa Takako...well can call it Chi-chan, Chigusa or Takako..wah realy like the name..anyway my PC is a "she"...bwahahaha love her so much..My DSC-P8 Sony Cybershot also have a name, It Chiaki..hehehe..im loving all my gadget as japanese Gurl..hahaha who cares anyway..owh thanx Nami for naming my PC...Just now eating Ebi Teppan aka Prawn serve with garlic rice on hotplate..well one of my favorite food in Chef & Brew..ok..i have one paper tomorow so got to go now i guess..bye

Monday, April 04, 2005

Exam Week [The Final]

//currently listening to EMO mp3 get from Lina-Chan

Bwahahaha...its been a while since i wrote something here..recent post are just bunch of pictures..but than again pictures tells thousand stories...hahahaha..is that even possible..look at one picture and try to create thousand stories out of it...

The last even would be the Cosplay event..anime week 2005..well the even is ok..i can't say it perfect cuz MMU fmd's equipment are marely for kids to play with it as a toy...as u guys know...or maybe not yet realize i cosplayed on that day itself..me the organizer yet cosplay as Uchiha Itachi..aka Sasuke's Brother..well im quite busy that day...running around the hall whenever my service needed and at the same time have to layan people when they request to take my picture or tae pictures with me...they even requested a few pose..haih..i got to know lots of people that day..most of them are around 16 to 18 year old people..we change phone numbers and stuff like that..it was fun though...for me this is the best cosplay event i ever entered...

Owh because of ANIME week i spend more money on my PC..because my PSU blown off..stupid MMU mainhall...haih..well new stuff that i buy is..Enermax 460 watt true power [power supply], Audigy LS [soundcard], and the best of all would be my beloved Altec Lansing 5.1 vs.3151R...








//My PC new SPECS

Intel Pentium 4 3.0 ghz (775) Processor
Enermax 460 watt True Power (Power Supply)
Kingston 512 mb pc 3200 RAM (going to buy another 512 mb RAM)
Western Digital SATA HDD 120 gb/ 7200 rpm
Western Digital SATA HDD 200 gb/ 7200 rpm
Intel D915 PGN Motherboard
Galaxy Nvidia 6600 128 mb Graphic Card
Creative Audigiy LS soundcard 24 bit
Sony 1 1/4 Floppy
LG DVD Rom
LG DVD RW + - 16 x
17" Samsung 795 mb Black Silver Monitor
Logitech Multimedia Keyboard and mouse
Canon PIXMA iP1500 printer
Altec Lansing headphone APH.512
Altec Lansing 5.1 speaker VS.3151R...

Owh i have this new fren also..well actually twin la..her name was Lina..cute kawaii and super cute girl la..well she said that i was her reflection as a guy..hehehe..mmg betul anyway..well i met her 3 times already..fun person to hangout with...owh just know that she knows Izyan..hehe

//Exam week..hahaha..tomorow is the day i start my final exam first paper...well to frens who read my blog...gambatte kudasai minna...goodluck ok..and Sankyu Twin-Chan for those EMO mp3's..like it so much