Ara?

owh today the battle begins..ehehehe..and i still play around..i chated with my friend few days ago about study...she have the same view as i am about studying..well i would like to tell u guys now that i hate study [pull stop], thats why sometimes people ask me to go study for exam..and they would see me playing games or doing something else instead of study..well for me..i love to do something practicle rather then all thise theory shit..cuz i believe doing something practicle works better then having theory thinggy with books and exams..cuz i myself experince it...where i get great marks in this certain subject every semester...but when finish that particular semester i forgot everything about it..owh ya..like what im doing now too..im suppose to start my first gaze on the notes for this morning's paper..but what did i do now..*rolls eyes*...

Why i study?..ermmm so that i could buy the ticket..in this case the degree scroll...to actually get a job in future..to support my family..i donno i always have this feeling that i actually live not for myself...i live for others...with all those responsibility on my shoulder..haihh..until when i should carries all this burden..yeah burden..at first when u think of it as a favor...but after a while it becomes burden..and i guess i should stop doing all this kind of stuff..but the question is when?..ok enuff of that...all my assignment i've done this sem like 3d modelling, human resource and multimedia interactive is few of the subject that i kind of satisfied with my performance..sales management..i dont think so..look..there is one problem there..morning class...u know i cant stand morning classes...its like bweekkkk...but owh well..what i can do now...to sit for the exam and try as best as i could to score great marks...

Tomorow..would be the first day of Ramadhan...well i love ramadhan..the month where for me..i feel like all my sense is clear...im away from doing bad things..ermm such as..swearing and shit..there i go again..i hope i can stop say all this shit..omh fuck..nooo...ok ok calm calm..peace peace..ehehehe..ill be going back to penang finally, and planning to bring back my pc there...but how..i still been working on it though..the last thing i can do is..carries the cpu all the way from cyber to penang..heck if im there in penang...i donno what to do..my mom will go to work..and ill be at home doing nothing..owh yeah there is something to do...like playing ps2...but there is none of any game i want to play..all japanese rpg finish playing and so do english...haihhh..side from that im pretty much sure that i have to cook meal for "berbuka puasa"..if i go malas..i might be going to do pasar nearby..wearing long pants this time...bah i tell u this..last time i went pasar with a quater short pants....and there is this Imam or something like that stop me and ask me to tutup aurat..what the fuck...weyh im wearing quater pants..for those who know me rite..quater pants is like a slightly long pants for me..cuz im so short..bah

After the modelling assignment..i kinda like to keep models..well ntah i also donno..i have my first collection from EVA last saturday..the pairs Rei and Asuka Grimrock edition..well i get it for good price though..when i compared with the real price on the net..owh yeha..i kinda happy aswell..that me and this friend of mine are no more having the relationship of cats and dog..i hope the old stuff between me and her never happen again..as what i believe in myself..im now a different man..wait most people still call me boy..ok me like to list the nickname i receive just few months back..babyfritz, fritzdolphie, doll, plushie, puppet of death ermm what else..hahaha its not like i dont like it ok..its ammuse me in a way..okla..i think i should stop now...and get started with my so call theory studies...*pulls hair*