blind spot

Friday, February 18, 2005

Akustika Pria Pujangga

// 15 of February 2005

I went to this event called GEMA 05..well to make long story short..it was very good event...the ticket was only rm 5 and its realy worth that money attending to that event...unlike event organize by melaka's student...it was expansive and also sux big time..note to self..never go to melaka event ever again...not worth ur pocket money at all..


Akustika Pria Pujangga (Click To Enlarge
)

I was suppose to go there with Nirah..but she called me earlier in the evening telling me that she can't go due to assignment need yo be done..well then i invited Diyana, Nirah's roommate..hermm she refuse to come..due to having Quiz on thursday nite...because of that she was punnished to belanja me one Connetto Ais Cream..well she already belanja me yesterday..ok back to the story..so i planned to go alone to GEMA..but then Shylla as me to call her back..so me mengadu la..and she said.."why dont join us?" meaning Azam, Hafeez, Amin, Izan, Sarat, and Shylla...owh its kinda good idea huh..so i went with them than..go to Azam's house at 8.00..Izan was there..hehehe he did not join us first due to request from Shylla i guess..about havin a dinner first then go to GEMA..Izan out of creadit..so i lend him my phone to Call his sweet heart..hehehe jgn marah yer Shylla..So off me and the geng go to the campus and inside the MPH (multi purpose hall), we sit at few rows behind near the audio controller device..than i took out the Video Camera and test out its function to makesure everything is ok..run a few test run..and that does it..when the event is about to start..Shylla call me..ask me to booked place for them while she and her boyfriend are outside in a long que..then both of them arrived..we sit and the event started..and i get busy capturing video for the event..There are a few guest artist which is Gerhana Ska Cinta, Indrani and 7 signs...their performance are so good..especially Gerhana Ska Cinta..

On top of that my friends..Mafakhira with her boyfriend Zaim and Zaft..are one of the participant in this event..Akustika Pria Pujangga are the name of thier group..and guess what their performance are the best among the best..i salute u guys for rocking the MPH...yeah they sang Issabella by Search and Pulangkan by Misha Omar..the vokalis Mahakhira have beautiful voice that capture audience heart and soul..seriously im too into the song until tears ran down my cheak..wahh..the way they sync from the first song to the second also are good...and the best part is..this time..Zaim also sing with Mahakhira...wah the voice of both of them set the whole crowd to shout...yeah including me i guess..wah romantik betul korang nie yerk...owh i forgot to mention at this time Nirah also in the MPH..she manage to come after doing her assignment..and she was so satisfied with the performance...well everybody satisfied..and i believe judges too..And yeah Akustika Pria Pujangga won the Grand price..cool..GEMA 05 are cool...well no..its hot towards the end of the event...FMD off the aircond after the time reah 12 am..haih...everybody was quite pissed..




Me and fellow friends (Click To Enlarge)


Nirah left early at 11 pm..so she never expirence it...after the event over..all of us when to percint 9 in putrajaya for a late supper..we left Shylla behind due to her unlikely to join..hehehe..Azam was quite mad to Izan..sebab drive suka cucuk dekat kereta dia..haih..after supper go to Patronas and 7 eleven..then go stright home..and i went to my dreamer land..hehehe..the end of GEMA story

Well yesterday i woke up and go with Nirah..to help her settle with some stuff for her PTPTN form..everything went ok..and then me and Nirah went for lunch at Tau Cafe..eat and than have quite a long chat...at 2 o'clock...Azam call me..its about the group photo..so i went to the booth..SO i, Azam, Hafeez, Mafa, Zaim, Shylla, Sarat and Qhayyum are in photo our group photo..We pose and Yong the photographer took our picture..hehehe..eh b4 that i have a chat about cosplay with Fumi and Nox..bla bla bla..then at 3 pm im off to Proffessor Stanly Ricardson's office..to arrange the Interview session..after settle with all those stuff i went back to the photoweek booth and stay there until 5 pm..At 5 pm..yeah..it was raining..wah best giler..i like that type of rain..i love it so much...huhuhu..

Then arrived home..take a shower..and wait until Sharil wanna bring us to Alamanda for a dinner..so me Sharil and Yong went to Alamanda..eat at the Food Court..and there i terserempak..Maya..Shylla's friend..i think the last time we met each other was at her Brother's Wedding kenduri that i and shylla went to in 2003 i suppose..and hehehe..she still remeber me..cool..have short chat..then off to buy my food..receive a phone call from Diyana..about havin ais cream session tonite..so i ruch back home..go see Diyana..and she belanja me the ais cream..yeah..we ate by the pool and update each other..hehehe..went back home after that..play some new game..Devil May Cry 3 and Mercenaries : Playground of Destruction..Zaidi my housemate buy a new version of PS2..the slim type for his own usage..cool..our house have two ps2 console already..

Enuff rant..bye

Sunday, February 13, 2005

*sigh*

sorry guys..its enuff for me for now...there will be no update no what so ever..for i donno a week, two weeks or maybe a month..or i might just abandon this virtualy stash of memories here..just like that..i found myself guilty..i found my self in pain..but this the only possible way for me to keep my saint..im sorry if i did not talk to people that much..i have hell problem to solve..and i hope u guys respect me of doing so..

back off does not mean i give up or stuff like that..if this help other peoples..if this would make others feel better..why dont do it rite?..falling back and hurt now is a better choice than took it a little further more..this is the only way that i could think of..i started to think that whatever i heard from her...are all just merely fake..just a make up feeling to make me feel ok..at the same time i trusted what she meant by her words..and i guess..i should say sorry to u..tompang bahagia at u for quite long time..im so so sorry..

The reason i want to spit out this jarred thoughts...
..is because there's no other proof for existence
My future, which i thought i cought..
..is conflicted between "dignity" and "freedom"

The reason why i want to erase this distorted after-images..
..is because i see my limits on them
By my window of over self-consciousness..
..hangs last year's calendar with no dates on it

so ill..erase it..and rewrite

if only i could just fade away...goodbye

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Genin Level:Mission Complete

Hahaha..just woke up..i donno i can't sleep since yesterday i guess..izzit the nescafe or what...owh anyhow i manage to catch a nap..hehehe...and i dream about me having mission to protect a princess..this how it goes..

The princess Mizu which is a daughter of one king from hidden village of mist were suppose to meet someone om behalf of having a negotiation between this two important person..well i just pass my exam and become a Genin (first level of ninja), so i accept the mission and when to the place called Uptown...donno why they name it that place like that..well it was the center between those two cauntry..so it is better to meet there than somewhere else..so i prepared with my stuff and of i go as a bodyguard of pricess Mizu...

We arrive at uptown..first things to do.. i just let her go on with her work alone..because this are the request of the other party..so of i go into the mist...walk behind people's shadow..blend in the environment like nobody know that i actualy there...i use small amount of my chakra to do my jutsu...to keep track the princess...and make sure i know what happen there and stuff like that...when we arrive at that place..it was raining...so i was soaking wet...nevermind..i saw the princess met with this guy..he is a prince from hidden village of sound..never trust sound people...before u actualy know them..well this is why i do this mission..He was tall..well taller than me..erm maybe i am always short..heheh

The princess held an umbrella in her hand..try to reach out for the prince..well as the result..the tall prince grab the umbrella for her..haha...look romantic huh...nyu~ ^-^...they were searching for place to stay and discuss...they walk around the village...and searching..that place were crowded with people..so i do my job spying on them..walking with my cloak on...the rain become more heavy while the time pass by...and yes i left nothing just wet clothing...hehe..

Finally they found a place to sit and talk...so i stay behind a wall to make sure they did not know my present..i stay for 6 to 10 meter cicular radius away from them..use my chakra to keep my body warm..and stuf like that..stay there for about 2 hours and then they finally leave...so i persue them and hahaha..the princess spot me and call me..i was surprise..she said that im her friend..so me and the prince berkenalan stuff like that..he escort us to the end of that village...everything went well..so my mission complete..and hahaha..legs cramp that puts me back to my conscious...i finally awake from my weird dream...hahaha

enuff rambling about my dream..hehehe...T_______T

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Me Sux ?

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a-10,000,000 damn you suck
your best quality isyoure a sweetheart
your worst quality isnothin'
this is becauseIts who you are
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Just me and Naruto

Hehehe...all this while i start collecting naruto...i download all the way from episode 1 until episode 120...hahaha..giler kan...today i woke up a bit late..well at 1 pm..waiting for diyana to come over my house..well she wanted Full Metal Panic season 1..hehe

Yesterday i keep listening to Move Album...heehee..head banging all the way with load speakers and cool subwoofer..wooff wooff..erm yesterday i went to alamanda..just jalan jalan...and then stop to this one shop...and guess what i just bought something that long time i did not buy..because takut to buy that thing...everytime i bought that thing and give it to someone...bad things will happen to me...hahaha..whatever la...I watched the making of Naruto Movie yesterday..it was damn cool..wah i want to watch that movie..it was realease on laste year August...i search for torrent..arghh crap..i guess they removed it already...wahhh...im feeling so BLEEEHHHH rite now..

Shylla's father call me just now..asking about the Laptop that he send to me yseterday..well he ask me to take a look at it..so far the usb are now 100% can be use..and then the laptp already being formated..but one thing i hate about formatting laptop..drivers..huh shylla's father said they dont have the driver's for his laptop..haih..so i went search in the internet..i found it..i found the Network Controller, Ethernet, Video and Audio Controller...but one more thing i could'nt find for this IBM laptop T41 series..i have no idea what is the "unknown device"..hiah..the result some of the function to the laptop cannot be detected..i called shylla's father and he said he will ask his friend who deal with IBM hardwares..well then without all the drivers installed...i proceed on to the next step..installing all the security softwares and all stuff that an adult and a teenagers i think they possibly use..hehehe..after done with all that i went and sleep around 1 am like that..

Around 3 am..i receive a msg via SMS...its diyana..she wanted to use my house phone..she said got urgent stuff...she came without her glasses on..and i think she was crying...haih..relationship proble i guess..after 40 minutes i guess..well Diyana actually count the minute when she was on the phone..cool...after she finished on her conversation with her boy friend, she came to me and said that her boyfriend just wanted to test her on some stuff..thats all...hahaha...i wa laughing seeing diyana "kebengangan"..then she left my house..and i went back to sleep...hahaha..why people keep asking me this "tak takut ker...tido sorang sorang'...haih should i afraid of something..yes u must...but not afraid..the word is awareness..i must take pre coutious and stuff like that to make sure nothing bad happen..kih kih kih

Today Munirah will come back from perak all the way to KL..she said she's not sure when did she will come back to cyber...hahaha..enjoy ur chinese new year huh...awak...balik la cyber cepat..hehe..yesterday i already kemas my rumah like crazy...wah thats it man...my housemate have to do the same too...shit mana boleh me sorang saja buat sapu rumah almost everyday...yg bengang tue..derang boleh buat tak tahu jer masa i sapu sampah...wah...thinking of it make me angry...yah..u guys better do it next time bro...cuz u guys punya place paling kotor..haih...kuikuikui..nak buat macam mana dah nasib..aik im talking malay plak...arghh lantakla..hehehe..

I was planning on changing my blog template...but i got no time on doing the design and coding..hiah assignment also i didnt do yet...yearbook work and emina work...wahhh ini cuti ker..like i said to Nirah...we need a long vacation...we choose island..maybe langkawi...hehehe..both of us tention with our sucky life already...hehehehe..just hope that it will change soon..tak tahan dowh...

Monday, February 07, 2005

Nobody@Home

//currently alone but happy

Its been awhile since i wrote my entry..lots to update..i just recovered from the pain that occurs while me and my aunty have a huge fight..and huh when i say it huge..yeah it is realy realy huge..they throw me with lots and lots of "Tuduhan"...well shit happens rite...

..Now i understand that is impossible for me to be alone when there is people that is so so important to me..someone to talk, to protect, to love and etc etc...hahaha banyak la..now im back to my old days where i will not going home for holidays..just stay in cyber..the routine of the day..wokeup late..freash up..clean house..have some breakfast..spend lots of time infront of my computer..updating some stuf..thinking about some personal life problem..etc etc..haha..sharil says my life is whole shit full of interesting things happen..i agree...but not all are good things and not all are bad either..

I download lots of anime now..since it is holiday..nobody use the internet connection..so its me alone with the internet connection..well like always lots of things happen to e..i can't simply tell everyone about it though..PM me if wanted to know the details..but its up to me if i wanted to tell the person who PM me..hahaha..alrite than..nak tengok anime..bye

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Bowling for Cyberia...

Huh..penat..ok ok..today i skip all classes just because i thought i can finish my group asisgnment by today..but my not that smart to come out with good idea and stuff in short time rite?...hehe..but i am 100% know of my ability to finish it in time..hehehe..im not that bad after all..

Owh today...do assignment the whole day...tomorrow nite have to submit this assignment..ok..still got lots of time..erm today i have to conduct the meeting for the yearbook..well it was quite a mess..seems like lots of people were not there...need update from the head also those people are not there..haih sedeyh...

Well well...we discuss about the yearbook page and yearbook bbq nite aswell..after the meeting..me, sharil, poh quan, and yong went to alamanda..we ate at Chef & Brew...i ate sizling chicken..well its quite nice but not perfect..haha..after that we went to carefour..owh wait before we actually went to carefour we do some futher discuss on the stuff that we need for bbq nite..then we went inside carefour adn search for stuff and their price..hehe..after that we went for a bowling game..my point are worse than before..only 110..and there is lots of error through out the game like someone "terbaling a bowling ball" at my turn..huh..nevermind though..we had fun tonite..i think i want to do this twice or once per week...it some how realese my tention of work and study and forgot some life problem aswell..cool huh

// wtf..tomorow got presentation and i donno a thing about it...fuck....