Hero \m/ >.< \m/

//currently listening to Nell - Stay


You Are The Champion
"Don't worry, I got it."
You play as the Hero. You are the one who usually tries to take on the world for any cause you believe in. You are a natural leader in most circles and are not afraid to take that position if a situation calls for it. Others look to you for inspiration and praise you for your acheivements. Even though they love and adore you, however, you are left feeling alone or overwhelmed many times. You're almost always positive and keep your chin up despite any setbacks because you know that you will succeed in the end, no matter how long it takes.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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NGAAAAAAAA..LOL..quick update yah..ermmm ok what i did..gonna finish a few more article soon..receive one more package from a client..hehehe more work..mean more money..currently downloading japanese movies..in the list would be..Battle Royale - directors cut, Jisatsu Circle (suicide club), Devilman and Casshern...just finish downloading Orange Days 1 to episode 11 batch download..yeah..but i need free time to watch it..other than that nothing much..might gonna make a photoshoot session with mea-chan and kin-chan..not sure yet...LOL..see if i could actually find a time..yah..gomen ne kin-chan and mea-chan..and i should say sorry to yuu-chan aswell..u gonna give not 1 but 2 "love cookies" rite..but im not sure if i could make it on the 18th june..see first yah..i try my best nyaaaaa..owh akak-tuna remember the "bet"..who lose kena belanja chocolate yahhhhhh..ok me get back to work...owh god im hungry..*stomach rumbling*

ps / new FLOW - DAYS PV rawks..i love it..well the song ish nice..the girl in the video ish teh kawaii

me..cute..bishie

//currently listening to Maki Kimura - Beyond The Bounds

Lovable Cutie!


Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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what the nyaaa..hahahaha..ok i have no time to update..so far i need to do 2 more article layout..other than that my life are quite stressfull rite now..missing something in my life and all..blablabla yada yada yada..lol..i received lots of comment when i change my display picture in YM and MSN..the popular one would be..i look bishie in the picture..zomg...waaaaa..i was bored that time..its 4 am and i cant sleep so i took few pictures and put it as a display pictures for my messengers..LOL..me BISHIE..ROFL..but thanx to frens that always there for me yah..thanx a lot..ill be better get back to work..jya ne minna

Haiihh~

LOL..now i cant enter msn at all..so i currently use windows massenger instead..i donno why i cant connect..i see other people could connect..but why only me..i check all the connection preferance and firewall..no problem there..

ok enuff of that..i currently have to redo all my design..because of my own stupidity..yes..im stupid to not save all my graphics as CMYK..instead of RGB..erghh i tried virtual print some of the page..the color turned out pretty bad..now i need to convert all the content one by one into CMYK..bahhh..so lazy..but yet things must be done..YOSH...

hoeee..now i felt like going to swim..ermm should i or should i not..

Chef & Brew..

//currently listening to Orange Range - Onegai Senorita

I've been talking about one of my favorite place to eat in Alamanda in my previous entries..but i never actualy post a picture of that place..yeah..the privious entry titled "a creative mind at work" shows the exterior area of alamanda putrajaya..and if u guys look closely u guys could see a restaurant named Chef & Brew..the price here are reasonable and yesh the food are nice...look at the picture above..the chocolate cake is super uber yummy/sedap/delicious/oiishi~ ...ok now i feels hungry..

*runs to kitchen and cook something*

a creative mind at work..

//currently listening to Flow - DAYS

Original Image without ENHANCE[click image to enlarge]

ENHANCED Picture[click image to enlarge]

Look at the pictures above..i did a rough photomerge technique using only Photoshop CS2..just a while ago..it takes me 5 minute to finish it..and im quite happy with the result..*pats pats izumi-chan (sony digital camera DSC-P8)..and yes i used no FLASH and no TRIPOD..any comment..just leave it down there..LOL

Hungry !!

//currently looping to Zainal Abidin - Puteri

Lol..i made a MISO soup just now..i ate all and im still hungry..LOL chat with Mafeo on the phone..i guess he need someone to talk with..cool brudder..relax a bit ok...

..dang it im so so hungry..maybe i should go out and get food..so lazy to cook now..just ate chicken sausage and fries..but still not enuff..i need more food..FOOD..lol..ok its decide..me gonna go to KLIA in a while..yeah maybe can search for the chocolate that akak-chan ( evo7gal) mention about..Amicelli chocolate which is her favorite chocolate..ermm..gonna get food and take some pictures for my WORK...LOL..im still working until this late..hahaha..people think im nuts working without resting..WORK WORK WORK...i have a problem..where i donno how to relax..i always find a way to keep myself busy..

owh today..Izyan-Chan send me a song by Zainal Abidin...yes im a big FAN of his music..i've been looking for the song and finaly i get it..the title of the song is "Puteri"..i heard the song are specialy wrote for his daughter...what a sweet DAD..i wish i could become a good DAD one day..have 2 child..a girl and a guy..open a mini studio at home..so that i could work and at the same time takecare of the kids..cook for them..and best of all cook food for my WIFE..hehehe..ok this is what happen when im so hungry..DANG

Outing and some UPDATE !!!

//Currently Listening to Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings

First let me recap on what happen lately..well nothing much actualy..im just very the lazy to update my blog..hehehe..forgive me..ok now im so happy with lots of my friends around..hehehe..i made lots of friends..lots of yearbook work has been done..yosh im so "semangat" now..thanx to Izyan-chan and Nurie-chan who always there when i need people to talk with..i promised nurie-chan that i shall find a time so that i can meet her..i do my best yah nurie-chan..not forgetting Kin-chan ( nickname i gave to GriffonKato..lol i found it cute to call her by that name) , Mea-Chan (she got into UM..kewl~ gambatte ne), Mama-chan(legolase) and Kakak Tuna..owh i also have to thanx Bulma and Nadya..hehehe Bulma make some Furikake Sake Onigiri for me that day..its nice..i ate two of it..oiishi~...arigatou Bulma...

Yosh..last Saturday..i went for an outing with Comic Fiesta Forumers and IRC members...we went to watch STAR WARS III : Revenge Of The Sith in Sunway Pyramid..ok this how the things goes..Me, Sharil, Yong and Yuhi went to watch the movie at 6.15 pm..basicly we did not follow all the other 13 Comic Fiesta people..hehehe..because we dont have the same ticket as they do..so watch it first..we arrive there around 5 pm..we go and eat first before the movie...after that we go to GIANT to search for stuff which sharil wanted to get..which is, ingrediant to make a Bread..yeah he wanted to bake his own cake..what make him want to do that..Anime called Yakitate Japan..u guys heard about it..its an anime and manga about Bread..he took the recipe from Yakitate Japan episode 27... click here to see the result..what i can say about the bread is~..oiishi~ and nice and sedap and yeah tasty..

..so now it is 6.15pm..me, sharil, yong and yuhi went in for the movie..hahaha..at first yong was laughing at me because i put on my saki-chan (MP3 player) while the movie started..LOL..to tell u guys the truth..the music not even on..i just purposely put on the ear phone..but the music is not there..i dont want to waste my RM 10 for not hearing all the corny dialogs and stupid sound effects..LOL..this is what happen..well i swear to GOD..it is not just happen to me..its happen to the Comic Fiesta group and my other friend who watches this movie..what happen huh?..ok i tell u...we were laughing while watching the movies..well as what yuhi said.."i cant help it..it is just funny"...hahaha well George Lucas seriously u never let me down on making such corny dialogs..seriously i prefer all of the 3 old starwars movies..for those who dont like my post here..buzz off from my blog...i have the right on what i want to write here..well its my space..so i can write which ever i want to say...

After the movies..we went to eat at Mc Donald while waiting for CF group to come..well they did appear..Shaun and Keiichi came first..damn..keiichi bully me with all his dirty jokes..Shaun yeah..he as cool as ever..im glad that i knew him better now..sudah a lil bit rapat la now..yeha the ZOMG brudders..after that few more people came..Levina ( ahaa..sorry cuz i heard it wrong at the first time..i called u love hina instead..but yeah u called my name wrongly aswell..thanx to shaun who corrected her )..Jackee..Sizer..Teh-O..Vic and hahaha..i guess thats all i remember..LOL..gomen yah..

Owh look at the picture above..this is Keiichi's idea yah..look closely at those two picture..u can see a similarity between those two pictures..well look at the height of the cups and the height of the girls...hehehe..but that is not all..if u can see there is one more object..the sundae cup..and if u look at the pictures above it..the only one who did match the object is...no one else..NYUHIIIIII~~...hahaha yuhi im sorry man u just have to be in the picture...LOL

Ok i've done with my first article layout..a feature article called "Fear of the Dark"..i show it to some people...one of my friend, Alia..she donno the content of the page..but she can figure that one of the pictures as if telling her about a suicide had happen at the place in the layout...i was so happy..because my layout could actually explain what does it mean..so i can say that "i did it"..yeah my layout did follow the theme i want and definately suits the content of the article..yesshum..me so happy..gonna work on the other layout aswell..so for those who want to have this book..u can start order the MMU Yearbook Vol 5...ok..i guess i have to go back to my work now..wopsss its already 4.26 am..ok ill do work for while and then go to sleep..haih..i wish i could have more time for myself after i finish up with all the yearbook design..

..of yeah i downloaded new Flow songs called Days..its a Eureka Seven Opening theme..it is so nice..have some sort of 70's disco like..i not actually watch the Anime though..but all i can say i like the song..hehehe..and also not forgotten Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings, the ending theme for Trinity Blood is teh LOVE~~

u say WHAT?

//currently listening to Nightwish - Wishmaster

..ok this is what happen..i was sleeping and early this morning..hahaha..i finally get to sleep at wake up late again..Vic called me this morning and ask me about the ticket for "tomorrow" show...he called me and tell me about the actual time an date wrote on the ticket..bloody hell its not tomorrow..the ticket printed that the show is on Saturday..hehehe..now im not sure if i can work my ass to sunway or not..yes i can make there alone..but i donno how to get back from Sunway to Cyberjaya at around 12 midnight..i dont want to take out all my cash to pay for the cabbies..haihhh

ok appart from that..i got a new friend..nurie-chan..hehe..well she is kinda funny..but yeah she scared crap out of me when we first met at the EMINA cosplay event..she suppose to met izyan-chan..but she can't make it..and i suppose to search for an empty seats for my friends..

so i go like this..
"excuse me..is this seats empty"
..she replied
"yes....itachi how dare u killed ur own parents"
..i go
"sorry..what u say again?"
she replied
"u killed ur own father..ur own mother and yes ur killed ur own people as well.."
..i go
"eh...*SWT drop*

hehehe sorry nurie-chan..if i wrote the situation in different way..or maybe different dialogs..i not actually remember the actual dialog..and nice to meet u..teeheee

LiveJournal Layout !!!

//currently listening to SOUL'D OUT - To All Tha Dreamers

click the image above to enlarge

Just make this layout for my Live Journal account..u guys suppose to see the Layout like the picture above..the layout are best view at 1280 by 1024 pixels..yeah i know its a lil bit small..as i already print screen the Layout..i kinda like it thought..might gonna tweak it a lil bit..i learn all about how to do it in one nite..its kinda annoying though, the "overides" system..all the graphics and design has been done in one nite oso..and i still did not sleep..well i have to keep myself awake..cuz i need to get Yuhi's phone number from Lina and then ask him if he wanted to join the Star Wars Outing at Sunway around this friday...after all confirm..i need to reconfirm with Vic again..cuz he is the one buying the ticket..

Ok...what u guys think about the layout?..give me comments yeah..owh owh..this is the link to my LJ.. Shun's Private Stash ..PEACE >.<

//edited : the layout is now good for 1024 by 768 pixels..

Dinner

//currently listening to Dir en Grey - SAKU

Ermm..this is what i cook today..i mean to night or this evening or whatever..ok just now..hehe..its my dinner..i cook Sweet Sour Chicken and Beef "Kicap"..and i forgot to cook the Egg Toufu...haihhh..i cook and chat at the same time..nyuu~..i ate 3 plates of nasi...so in total of three round eating my meal..hahaha.."sapa suruh masak banyak banyak"...hehe..well i always cook for people and now i mis-calculated the portion..hehe..what the nyaaa~i laugh so much..erm actually im quite happy now..to think that lots of my friend there for me..thanx guys..i even have a friend who actually cry when read my blog..and even cry when know about my situation now..yoshh..now i shall make myself happy so that all my friend will be happy..i do this for myself and for all my beloved friends out there..im the eldest in the family..and i always wanted a sister...now i got one...hehe..though its only kakak in the IRC world..but its kinda nice..thanx kakak Tuna..*ask for more candy from kak Tuna*

Just Update~

//currently listening to Younha - Houki Boshi

Ok..im bored..so i donno what to do..well maybe write some update would be a briliant idea..just to kill my time..first i need a knife...*go to kitchen take knife and poke poke his clock*

Ok..so what did i do all this while..ermm just "membusuk" in this house..do some yearbook work..well i did the photo selection for event coverages..still waiting for "a person" to send us the article that he suppose to send it to us last week..but i donno how long that her mom been using his computer until he has no time to use his computer to send the bloody article..

I watch Naruto the Konoha Sports Carnival and screen shot a few nice shot...hehehe the first picture below..u can actualy see 2 yellow haired guy..one is naruto and another one is a Hokage..what the nyaa..how the hell he is in that scene..he suppose to be dead because he sacrifice himself to seal the demon fox nine tale which now sealed inside naruto's body..and well the second picture shows people's lining up to use the public toilet..hahaha..Itachi is there as well..

Check out the Yellow Haired guy other then Naruto..thats a Hokage..He should be DEAD..zomg ghost*runs*

Itachi, Anbu and all others elite naruto Characters line up to use the public toilet..>.<

I downloaded the movie last week but have no time to watch it..hehe..what i do today?..ermm let see..i woke up late..cuz i cant fucking have my eyes close last nite..so like always if i cant sleep..i just go to the kitchen and cook something..and eat..and watch anime..today i just do a few check up on my Chigusa..the internal system and Hardware maintainance check..if u want ur computer to last long u do have to take care of them right?..i do my laundry..go to swim..i push myself into the water and stays inside as long as i can breath..i wonders if only i can breath under water..it would be cool..owh wait ho to do that..ok basicly i dip my whole entire ..hehehe..one more week until the deadline for the yearbook work..

between a crazy dude and a helpless child..

//currently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jojoushi

im not feeling quite well today..yesterday when i was about to sleep..like always..memories keep coming back..i "hurt" myself to snap out of it..and having a big head ache..dont worry this will over soon..like u guys said urself..it takes time..if u guys think that im just a normal human being la..i wish i have those brain ike maybe HDD..can store stuff inside..when u feel like u dont want it anymore just simply press the magic button on ur keyboard.."shift+delete"..to delete shit out of ur brain is quite hard...so bare with me huh..im not pro..

Somethings tells me that we cant talk like normal anymore..before we actualy become a couple..we were like having a good relationship..though its only just a friends friends relation ship..now i felt so shitty about opening my mouth back then..i should not tell her about my feeings at all..if not i guess until now..we will still be a good friend..though it might hurt me a little..but its better than having this shit right now..hahaha..things happen for reason i guess..from friend, to a twin, lover then become her senpai..i stil remember the video that i shot last time..when Yuhi said..from friends become twin..and then become a Couple..haha..it thought it stop there..well atleast better then nothing rite..

Nowadays i have this attitude..always gloomy and sometimes create a fake smile to people...or in the middle of nowhere i start hit anything infront of me..u know..hit the wall..bang the dining table..even though its at one fancy restaurant..i donno i just cant control it..yesterday i went to alamanda..and hell only gods know what happen inside me..i went out with sharil..i guess he never know what is happening inside me..i dont talk much..i loook around alamanda and saw all the past images..i start talking to myself..well slowly..not loud..cuz people will think that i go crazy already..well maybe i am..maybe im not..hehehe..well maybe there is a few great things..now i dont even have to bother deleting and choose what sms massage should i delete from my phone when its full..haha..nobody massage me now..owh wait maybe not now..when people need my help on stuff..yeah it shall *beep* again..

Yesterday..after went back from Alamanda..we clean the kitchen a bit..well im not saying i clean a lot..just a little though..cuz im not in the mood of doing so..wait until around late evening..my friends Nadya, Bulma and Jaideep appeared at the front door..they lepak for while..i felt like a small kid when Bulma pats my head..then they become hungry..they ask me if i want to eat..so that they can bring me along to dengkil or something like that..but i want to cook tonite..well and after 30 minute in the kitchen..there ish my dinner..sharil and me cook..

After eating i went to IRC again..and chat..well EDO is around..hehehe EDO is one of my twin..or issit the only one now..i donno..hehe..we were having fun trashing the channel..we play around with our lesbian gadgets..hahaha..Edo your Sarabee ish already a Lesbian now..Chigusa X Sarabee X Saki X Izumi..hehe..and until one moment where i was about to named my PS2..Edo ask me to named it with some Code name..he suggested ZOME-10XFe..something like that..but its kinda hard to remember the code name..then i comeout with this funney idea..i use the Code name concept but now..it becomes..ZOMG-STFU..hahaha..obviously i did not named my PS2 by that name..then ni change my nick into ZOMG-STFU, then edo change into ZOMG-WTF, followed by Shaun become ZOMG-Glay , Teh-O become ZOMG-Takau, Gan become ZOMG-LOL..but yet to come..Shaun change again to ZOMG-BL then ZOMG-TAKAU..after Teh-O change her nick to ZOMG-Fankau..and its end everything when Teh-O killed Shaun...hehehe..its funny..well to know the actual story..just click the image above to enlarge the it..for better reading..ENJOY!!!...

Sweetdream Over

// currently listening to High and Mighty Color - OVER

its been 3 days..

after i awaken from the dream..it all just a dream..i slept at 14 april and i end up dreaming and keep dreaming all the sweetest possible things that seems only happen in ANIME i watched or manga i read..and finally i woke up from that wonderful dream at 9 May..i woke up with a guy tears..nevermind that..the dream is almost so real..but i have to believe it..have to BELIEVE that its only one bloody long sleep with a dream..yeha its only a dream..yesterday i sleep again..well the dream does not happen..Jace havin their first month anniversary with Atifi last nite..to think that i already made a "hand made plushie" to give it to the girl this saturday..cuz this saturday would be our first month anniversary..so i broke it and throw it away..act of violance huh..the PURIKURA that i stick on my monitor one the morning we broke up~..its already being removed..i woke up today and after have my shower i broke down again..when i want to hang my towel outside..i saw her towel..she didnt take the towel back..i put my towel next to hers..and memories keep coming back..

Yesterday i called so many people..well some i told them..some i just talk crap..some shocked of it..well duhhhh~..i myself have massive break down...i go shop for kitchen item and RAW food to cook..like normal..well what..its only 2 or 3 days after the break up..dont expect me to forget what happen..though all of that are just fake...still..i remembered the moment i cooked for her..she came to me in her pyjama..with her sweet voice..hug me from behind..and ask me several quesion and offer a help...well im not mad about things over like this..i need sometimes to recover though..well most of things is like related to her..cuz we did lots of stuff and at several places that i always went to..i receive lots of advice ask me t be cool with it..i guess i cool about it..it just that it takes time for me to get over it..at nite yesterday i was so tired..but still i have to do my yearbook work..without any strenght left in this small body..how bout my will..its gone the semangat aswell..

every single day i always happy whenever i had my morning massage like "good morning".."ohaiyo"..or "nyuuu"..i miss that..now i got none..nobody wish me good morning or anything..well im quite surprise with the number of my friend who actually read my blog..some i not even know the read my blog all this time..they dont leave a comment so i donno la..i was affraid to finish up Kimi wa Petto..cuz it might worsen the situation...but no..well i felt better a bit..hahaha..being a Blanket huh..well some parts of the j drama make me realize stuff that happens and what should i do about it..

well i can't win all the time rite..and i wish her goodluck for her future to come..be a good girl ok..and stop lying to urself..its ur SENPAI's order..taknak dengar takau teruk kang...

Its OVER...

donno what to say now

shits happen one after another..

and yeah we broke up..and i cant say im happy about it..
sorry u guy..cuz have to hear all this part of my chapter again..dont be mad at me or anything ok..
..maybe part of it is my fault..well we did become friends..just friends la..owh she said im her SENPAI now..hahaha..wowowowow im laughing..WHAT THE HELL!!!

i respect her needs and her wants..so this is what she wanted..so this what i gave..i let her go..

and i oso have to say sorry to anyone which ever will become my "mangsa"..if i accidently "takau" u guys meaning this is why la...so i told u guys earlier..im not in a good mood..



Fucked up beyond any repair..

Nyuuu~

//currently listening to Jet Set Radio - Bout the City

my mood ie so good today..yet i still have lots of stuff to worried about..ok put that aside for now..be happy..and walk through the life happily..hehehe..lets the laugh and happiness fill up ur chapter..trust me its a lot better..hehehe..to all my friends which are sad..cheer up ok..and for those who are happy..stay happy but dont forget what are u suppose to do..heheh..enuff rant...

angry with Myself

I screwed Up..thats all i can say...BAHHHH..feeling so blehhhhhhh