Ermmm...
//currently listening to DEFTONES - Hexagram
Just finish the computer specs check list for Lina, i wish i could get the same specs as her though..but what to do..im a self sponsored person..everything on my own..i still remember while im still in standard 4..i wanted to buy this one toy..i dont remember..so i did not eat everyday in school..i put all the money in my piggy bank instead..owh wait its not actually a pig..a house i think..and one day i went back from my school lik ealways wanted to put the money inside my "tabung"..what i see is a broken glasses on the floor and small ammount of money scattered on the floor..damn somebody broke my so call piggy bank and stole my money..then i found out it was my father who took it..haih..so do my "Tabung Haji" money all gone..he took it somehow without telling me first..well now im quite happy with what i get...i work and work almost everyday to makesure i can survive alone here in MMU..but recently things turned out pretty badly when both of my parent asking me for money..well i used to help them..my mom borrowed RM 1400 ++ for some reason and my father who actually study now asking me RM 1000 ++ to help him with everyday expenses in his university...ZOMG what just happen here..i thought im suppose to be the one who asked money from them not me giving it..
My first year in university was very very bad..i cant have a chance to eat food like normal people do..well i tend to skip lots of meal and sometimes skip meal for about 4 days..well due to this i did some freelance job..thanx to this job now i actually can survive..buy my own computer, PS2 and all those stuff which i desired..should i consider myself lucky?..i donno sometimes im pretty jealous with peoples around me..whenever they wanted something they can just ask from their parents..and a few weeks or maybe a day..they can just have it..and sometimes seing others parent tend to keep in contact with their child make me feel like im a left out..in my case if i did not call my parents i wont contact with them at all..this year/last year i did not went back for both Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Aidiladha, due to lots of work need to be done..and i guess yeah due to Exam rite after the Aidilfitri holidays..im used with this life..a life as a loner..but im still human being who do have feelings and stuff like that..i tend to feel lonely inside..seing peoples have each other..child have their family..and i just a lost kid in this deserted jungle searching his own path. Once i did wrong thats it..sometimes i felt like i know nothing..yeah im way behind..i got not enuff education from my parents..i mean education about how to live and importants stuff that i should know..haihh..*sigh*..for those who did not know what actually happen, yes my parents divorce..and both of them have their own partner alreday...in conclusion i have 2 father and 2 mother..bwahahahaha..and not one of them know what am i actually doing here in cyberjaya..well they might be too busy with their life..puts that aside..i should be thankful..now that Lina walk in my life..well im so glad that she did..she make my life easier..my stress level are not that bad..and im not that lonely anymore..thanx sayang..
ermm today i have to wait for two events which gonna occur soon..one of it would be The Yearbook team gonna bring in their PC in my house..yeah im going to transform this house into one Publishing and Desiging studio or office or whatever u call it..we gonna start finalizing the one year events and stuff in this MMU yearbook Vol 5..make sure the dummy is done..show it to mmu president and then send it to printer..publish then sell to mmu student in next acedemic year..second eventwould be..my friend..munirah and ross wanted to bring a double decker bed into this house..seems like this house is big..so they going to put the bed here first before moving it to other house soon..
enuff rant for today..ja
// ps : my friend said that i have both itachi and naruto (attitude, lifestyle) inside me..is that even possible
Just finish the computer specs check list for Lina, i wish i could get the same specs as her though..but what to do..im a self sponsored person..everything on my own..i still remember while im still in standard 4..i wanted to buy this one toy..i dont remember..so i did not eat everyday in school..i put all the money in my piggy bank instead..owh wait its not actually a pig..a house i think..and one day i went back from my school lik ealways wanted to put the money inside my "tabung"..what i see is a broken glasses on the floor and small ammount of money scattered on the floor..damn somebody broke my so call piggy bank and stole my money..then i found out it was my father who took it..haih..so do my "Tabung Haji" money all gone..he took it somehow without telling me first..well now im quite happy with what i get...i work and work almost everyday to makesure i can survive alone here in MMU..but recently things turned out pretty badly when both of my parent asking me for money..well i used to help them..my mom borrowed RM 1400 ++ for some reason and my father who actually study now asking me RM 1000 ++ to help him with everyday expenses in his university...ZOMG what just happen here..i thought im suppose to be the one who asked money from them not me giving it..
My first year in university was very very bad..i cant have a chance to eat food like normal people do..well i tend to skip lots of meal and sometimes skip meal for about 4 days..well due to this i did some freelance job..thanx to this job now i actually can survive..buy my own computer, PS2 and all those stuff which i desired..should i consider myself lucky?..i donno sometimes im pretty jealous with peoples around me..whenever they wanted something they can just ask from their parents..and a few weeks or maybe a day..they can just have it..and sometimes seing others parent tend to keep in contact with their child make me feel like im a left out..in my case if i did not call my parents i wont contact with them at all..this year/last year i did not went back for both Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Aidiladha, due to lots of work need to be done..and i guess yeah due to Exam rite after the Aidilfitri holidays..im used with this life..a life as a loner..but im still human being who do have feelings and stuff like that..i tend to feel lonely inside..seing peoples have each other..child have their family..and i just a lost kid in this deserted jungle searching his own path. Once i did wrong thats it..sometimes i felt like i know nothing..yeah im way behind..i got not enuff education from my parents..i mean education about how to live and importants stuff that i should know..haihh..*sigh*..for those who did not know what actually happen, yes my parents divorce..and both of them have their own partner alreday...in conclusion i have 2 father and 2 mother..bwahahahaha..and not one of them know what am i actually doing here in cyberjaya..well they might be too busy with their life..puts that aside..i should be thankful..now that Lina walk in my life..well im so glad that she did..she make my life easier..my stress level are not that bad..and im not that lonely anymore..thanx sayang..
ermm today i have to wait for two events which gonna occur soon..one of it would be The Yearbook team gonna bring in their PC in my house..yeah im going to transform this house into one Publishing and Desiging studio or office or whatever u call it..we gonna start finalizing the one year events and stuff in this MMU yearbook Vol 5..make sure the dummy is done..show it to mmu president and then send it to printer..publish then sell to mmu student in next acedemic year..second eventwould be..my friend..munirah and ross wanted to bring a double decker bed into this house..seems like this house is big..so they going to put the bed here first before moving it to other house soon..
enuff rant for today..ja
// ps : my friend said that i have both itachi and naruto (attitude, lifestyle) inside me..is that even possible
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2:33:00 PM
