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Its Been A while

2006-02-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

Yes yes i know its been quite a long time that i've wrote something in my live journal or blog...well now i will start update something..

ok new stuff would be this...my trip to genting..people who are involves with this of course my lovely gurl, then my fellow frens which is shin, kagenn, heal, kaede , dusty and ezel...it was a splendid trip for me despite the fact that i hate...as in REALY HATE GENTING...there is some history into it..and i think most of them already know about it...

Day 1

We met at KL sentral..took my breakfast chicken lasagne there...its been a while that i met my gurl...so the first thing i met her is...a jaw dropping effect...i donno what kind of feeling is this..but its grows lot stronger as we spend more time together...she is as always..cute, chicky A BIT NOTTY.....overall a lovely person...after all ther people gathered at our promised place..we went off to the bus stop..which is somewhere at the entrance of kl sentral..we move in the bus around 11 am and reach genting skyway around 12 pm if im not mistaken..we had lots of fun..took the cable car to genting...and straight go for our hotel room which already ben booked by shin and kagenn..shin and kagenn is a new fren i've just met during this genting trip...shin is cute, despite of her cuteness she is clever and reliable...as for kagenn..he is one nice friendly guy..who are also reliable..ehehehe...i some how think that shin and kagenn is actually dating..ermmm...i have no idea..hehehe

Rest for while at our hotel room...then off we go for the indoor themepark..we paid for the everything u can play ticket...and we enjoy whole day with it...starts with some slow rides...then a fast ride...and some haunted house...yada yada yada...owh yeah rock climbing...and the lovely bumper rides..we ate and then we went back to our room...set up PS2..eat cup noodles..hahaha..then we al off to sleep..around 2 something i think nobody around me is awake...it has 2 bed..so we all simply sleep around..i cant sleep the entire nite..all starts from the normal snoaring..and then to someone howling like a ghost..handphone battery low alert until the phone realy died...aihh...

Day 2

Others woke up..around 6.30am and they start chattinf..some go and took their bath one by one...then we off for breakfast...it is very cold and very misty in the morning..due to the rain earlier in the morning...my gurl kinda sick during second day...well actually some of them are sick..i have no energy due to not having any sleep...but hey..i think i have some extra battery somewhere implanted in my body..then get ticket for outdoor..play almost all of the rides...go cart, rollercoaster..flying coaster name it...hehehe..then eat lunch..my gurl were having some hard time eating...due to gastrik...after lunch i bring her to a banch...and let her sleep...as her resting..then the others came..and we went for outdoor themepark again..play some rides..and our last ride would be ermm..its not actually our last..but hehehe..i, kagenn and shin didnt join this because we dont want to get wet...after that rides...we went back to cable car...went back to kl sentral...have some personal chat with my gurl a lil...i think we should do more of this chat thing..so we could understand each others more...i would love to know more about my gurl...hehehe...then arrived at kl sentral..eat dinner...take train...arrive at her stop...give her a goodbye kiss...and there i go all the way back to cyberjaya...and thats it..

today..i kinda pissed with one statement stated by my lecturer...i cant say much back..because its in my blood not to give up to anger..and give back a sweet revenge...

Yay

2006-01-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

Alrite...i check my result this morning...and yesh...I PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS...and add up more to my pointer...wheee...just need to see the real pointer result...

Lots of things happen lately..lets put it up in point form

1 . Me no more single..and im happy with my gurl
2 . I done a few photoshoot for few cosplayers and lots more to come this year

Embla's Photoshoot [OXIDE : WAR OF GENESIS]

Anna's photoshoot [HE IS MY MASTER]

3 . I bought new phone Sony Ericson w800i
4 . Upgraded my PC

Yeah..its been a happy happy world for me now...im going back to penang for CNY...going to meet my fellow frens and my lovely mom...not to forget my sister...i wonder how she look like now..i miss my family in a way..yah thinking of everybody else went back...hehehe..thats it i so wanted my mom nasi ayam special...hehehe...alrite then see ya next time..

Happy..

2006-01-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hi..its me again..well its been a while since i put my crap over here...well the reason would be rather obvious..since im quite busy with my assignments this semester..but yeah..i love this semester..and now we already in year 2006.

I met few more friends and a special person..this person realy is make my life change a little..though we never actually met each other in real life...wait actually we did but i didnt realize it..she's cool, cute, pretty...i donno now i keep on thinking about her..well always wait for her to go online and such...hahaha i go crazy already...actually we already knows each others feelings...but we never comeout to the conclusions yet..too bad..LOL..sabar sabar..hehehe..HOMG IM IN LOVE...*squeeek*

alrite in the other hand...i just finish my long long video music documentary...yes i done it alone...and i knida piss at my fellow crew..when they complain at me that i didnt give them the chance to contribute in editing part...well i then give them one..only 30 second simple task...only first 30 second of the video..wrong here and there..and its very important at the audio part..which they make error..and heck 4 of them didnt realize that..come on..u guys are 4 people..go to the same class as me..and gives more concentration in class then me and write notes in lecture while i didnt write notes just listening to my Japanese track in my mp3 player (yeah long hair rawks..lecture didnt realize i wore earphone underneath that)....

Cosplay was fun, christmas is yeah...i receive lots of candies and present..even a dinner at Marriot putrajaya..which is so cool..im now going to complete 2 more costume..i think ill do it in holiday..because im not yet go for meterial hunting..and Yukata..yesh i need to make one yukata for this years Bon Odori..GACC event..ermmm another cosplay in melaka..Bleach photoshoot is next month..location still not sure..Anbu photoshoot...well this one just a private photoshoot of me as anbu itachi , onee chan mei kuan as anbu shizune (im still designing the costume)and aunty carol as anbu Ino (still need confirmation)..now no more class..and we are actually in study week now...i not even study...lol..alrite my final exam gonna start soon..and my 3 weeks holiday gonna start...i decide not to go home..maybe will but just for a while..T-T

ermmm...where is aiko when i need her...*search for Aiko* T-T

Comic Fiesta 2005 >.<

2005-12-21T08:05:00.000+08:00

Well not much to update..i just loves both days..lots of photoshoots and as from my camera i shall post it here afterwards. Well day one i cosplay as ayasegawa yumichika and day 2 i cosplay as anbu version of itachi.

Day 1
Character = Ayasegawa Yumichika
Series = Bleach

Day 2
Character = ANBU itachi
Series = Naruto

And here i post two links of my photobucket pictures

Comic Fiesta Day 1

Comic Fiesta Day 2

If happen u guys wanted to keep the picures for personal use its ok, but if u guys wanted ot reupload it on website or forum and some sort, please state from where u get the pictures or credit to me.

Thanx ^^

From my LJ

2005-11-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

Choose a band/artist and answer the following questions using only their song titles as answer.
My choice: Ellegarden

1. Are you male or female?
Pizza Man
2. Describe yourself.
Lonesome
3. How do SOME people feel about you?
Insane
4. How do you feel about yourself?
Bored of Everything
5. Describe your ex-girlfriend/ex-boyfriend.
So Sad
6. Describe current girlfriend/boyfriend.
Missing
7. Describe where you want to be.
Middle of Nowhere
8. Describe how you live.
Dancing in a Cirle
9. Describe how you love.
Supernova
10.What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
The end of the World
11.Share a few words of wisdom.
Dont trust anyone but Us
12.Favourite things.
My Favorite Song
13.Describe your day.
A thousand Smiles
14.Now say goodbye.
Sliding Door

ahahaha..now whoever wanna do it..please do..and let me know..me want to see

im back

2005-11-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

alrite...i think i abandon my blog for quite sometimes now..because m lazy to update stuff...ok raya was fun..langkawi trip was cool...yesh i got my set of kodachi aka short katana...then yesterday go watch harry potter and the goblet of fire..it was nice great movie..just that lots of stuff are not inside the movie..perhaps if they put all of it in..its gonna be hell long movie..or they might aswell have to put it into two parts..university...are kind ok too..already have assignment actually..well then i guess thats all for now..in next update i might posted some pictures of my new sister and langkawi trip..ok cya

so long and goodbye...

2005-10-09T12:43:00.000+08:00

alrite..ok..i finish my first phase of packing..the second phase would be this Pc..ehehehe

my flight gonna be at 8.50 pm..meaning after my "buka puasa"..goshujina-sama will pick me up and send me to the airport KLIA..thus after that took MAS airline and fly to my house in penang..and my mom shall fetch me..wait i think her friend will drive since that my mom is pregnant now..and yes this is one of the reason i go back this early..owh i miss penang so much..

well of course i gonna miss u guys too..ahahahaso yeah...exam is good..and i guess i gonna have long vacation this time...wheeee

Its Ramadhan people..

2005-10-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

Ok today is the first of ramadhan..and yes it feels so calm and nice but..ouch my eye still hurt..i was trying to continue my 3d modelling "theory" part so that atleast i could answer some question in the exam..but owh well..i can always start my revision after this..i still have around ermm 2 and half hour to go..i guess that should be enuff...*pulls hair*

Goshujin-sama surprised me again yesterday..when she told me not to take the bus and she ask me to take the plane instead...she said she will support me with the tickets of MAS airline back to penang...i was like..wah so terharu..thanx a lot goshujin sama..so the flight would be on 9th this sunday..well another 3 more papers to go..and i think i better of now..jya

Ara?

2005-10-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

owh today the battle begins..ehehehe..and i still play around..i chated with my friend few days ago about study...she have the same view as i am about studying..well i would like to tell u guys now that i hate study [pull stop], thats why sometimes people ask me to go study for exam..and they would see me playing games or doing something else instead of study..well for me..i love to do something practicle rather then all thise theory shit..cuz i believe doing something practicle works better then having theory thinggy with books and exams..cuz i myself experince it...where i get great marks in this certain subject every semester...but when finish that particular semester i forgot everything about it..owh ya..like what im doing now too..im suppose to start my first gaze on the notes for this morning's paper..but what did i do now..*rolls eyes*...

Why i study?..ermmm so that i could buy the ticket..in this case the degree scroll...to actually get a job in future..to support my family..i donno i always have this feeling that i actually live not for myself...i live for others...with all those responsibility on my shoulder..haihh..until when i should carries all this burden..yeah burden..at first when u think of it as a favor...but after a while it becomes burden..and i guess i should stop doing all this kind of stuff..but the question is when?..ok enuff of that...all my assignment i've done this sem like 3d modelling, human resource and multimedia interactive is few of the subject that i kind of satisfied with my performance..sales management..i dont think so..look..there is one problem there..morning class...u know i cant stand morning classes...its like bweekkkk...but owh well..what i can do now...to sit for the exam and try as best as i could to score great marks...

Tomorow..would be the first day of Ramadhan...well i love ramadhan..the month where for me..i feel like all my sense is clear...im away from doing bad things..ermm such as..swearing and shit..there i go again..i hope i can stop say all this shit..omh fuck..nooo...ok ok calm calm..peace peace..ehehehe..ill be going back to penang finally, and planning to bring back my pc there...but how..i still been working on it though..the last thing i can do is..carries the cpu all the way from cyber to penang..heck if im there in penang...i donno what to do..my mom will go to work..and ill be at home doing nothing..owh yeah there is something to do...like playing ps2...but there is none of any game i want to play..all japanese rpg finish playing and so do english...haihhh..side from that im pretty much sure that i have to cook meal for "berbuka puasa"..if i go malas..i might be going to do pasar nearby..wearing long pants this time...bah i tell u this..last time i went pasar with a quater short pants....and there is this Imam or something like that stop me and ask me to tutup aurat..what the fuck...weyh im wearing quater pants..for those who know me rite..quater pants is like a slightly long pants for me..cuz im so short..bah

After the modelling assignment..i kinda like to keep models..well ntah i also donno..i have my first collection from EVA last saturday..the pairs Rei and Asuka Grimrock edition..well i get it for good price though..when i compared with the real price on the net..owh yeha..i kinda happy aswell..that me and this friend of mine are no more having the relationship of cats and dog..i hope the old stuff between me and her never happen again..as what i believe in myself..im now a different man..wait most people still call me boy..ok me like to list the nickname i receive just few months back..babyfritz, fritzdolphie, doll, plushie, puppet of death ermm what else..hahaha its not like i dont like it ok..its ammuse me in a way..okla..i think i should stop now...and get started with my so call theory studies...*pulls hair*

Fuh...PHEW

2005-09-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

Phew...i thought i lost my blog d...ehehehe luckily its still here..*hugs teh blog and never let it go*

I guess it must be, because of the maintainance process done by them, anyway my life is quite tiring lately, lots of submission and presentation has been done, now only one more submission and then straigth for my Final exam, whoopy...then this time finally ill be going back to my sweet hometown malaysia's food paradise in penang..As always i meet new friends almost everyday..most of them are superbly nice...ehehehe thanx guys..as for cosplay i realy need to do teh design for the hakama and gi and captain houri of teh 10th divission already...and yeah a group of ANBU cosplayer invited me to be one of their group cosplayer..which means in my case most prbably ill be teh ANBU itachi..ehehehe...

well thats all for now then..there will be more updates soon..as for those who need to talk with me, need consultation and such..this might be the best time knowing that im not quite busy anymore..and i apologize for not layaning teh sms and msn and irc and yahoo's massage send by u guys to me..cuz im dead busy like a ermmm u guys think of something..ehehehe

an evening with Jo-ann

2005-09-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeee...it was fun yesterday..should note the date down...hehehe..jo-ann and me go to the mines yesterday...just hang around..chit chat a lil bit..talk about cosplay..yearbook and sparc..yada yada..ok a lot..hahaha...we went for bowling game first..a few strike and spares but the score is not as great as b4...haih..am i getting worsen or what...me teach the step of me bowling to jo-ann...but yeah its hard la to learn in about few second..hehehe..*kayuh slow slow*...ermmm after that we went to ermmm search for jai's digi starter pack..he wanted a number with lots of six in it..and i heard something about this number...hahaha...ok nevermind..then jo-ann ask me..if there any cloth shops around..so i lead her to the top floor..so we browse around for any suitable cloth to be make as yukata...jo-ann in yukata = teh luv *wink wink*...then we ask each other "what to eat?"..end up we go to the thing look like river there in the mines...and look at the fish..it surprise me to see lots of ikan keli in it..or is it semilang...gah whatever..it looks very big too...nyaaa me and jo-ann plan to illegally fish some of it..but nah it wont work...then go for Kenny Rogers...eat and talk about dungeon and dragon and other stuff..yeah i got myself teh banana flavor muffin..and u know who come out in my mind?..nadya...*evil grins*..i want teh muffin to be in her mouth and i shall bluf him saying that it is vanilla..hahha...im evil...just hope she dont read this entry..gahahaha...pastu what we do huh..owh it was around 7.40 pm so we go off back to cyber..but b4 that jo-ann bought a small teddy and something that can contain something..*garu kepala*..arrive in cyberia..me teh tired and terus titon...wahahaha...and yeah..jo-ann dont worry i have lots of fun..

aik my house phone ringging...yeha it works..the house phone work d..then can pasang streamyx..yeah

wheeeeeeee.....

2005-08-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

Last weekend and this weekend ish teh cool day ad happy day for me..nyuuu..gohsujin sama bring me to time square last week..she belanja me a japanese food..aiyo whats the name of the restourant again,,, forgot d..but its expensive la one thing for sure...it was me, bulma, nadya, caine, voobee and rai...go for reatil theraphy for a bit..i saw lots of things i want to buy..but gah..ptptn money not yet here...then we went anime tech, the time machine (model shop)and yeah goshujin sama brought the set of Advent children model...its tehe nice..sephiroth and vincent ish teh gorgeous but sorry to say tifa...u sux...hahaha..why they make tifa not look as nice as the other two character..me saw EVA series model...and came idea.actually more like a backup idea for my assignment 3d modelling..i decide on doing 3d character instead of model environment or the most popular proposal of all..IKEA showroom..that is one of the new topic they put...base on demand or popularity i guess..okok talk about this later..after whole day lurking around in time square we decide to eat again...goshujin and rai...hahaha they gone on beserk genki mode..and when to the Borders searching for teh Yaoi manga i think..gehehehe..thus me, voobee, nadya and caine seat for the feast...nyuuuu..right after that we went to ampang ek..i donno..eat aiscream and then when straight home...thats my first time meeting voobee..and yeah he was surprise after seeing me again on the next monday..seing how wild i am...gahahha..well not thta wild..im just a boy who people thinks that im an innocent bastard..gahaha

Well this whole week was hell for me...assignment, presentation and add with photoweek...shish..and next week will be hell for me aswell..i have to do presentations, submissions..and have to start doing director and flash and video editing and last but not least i plan to complete teh 3d modeling characters body or head first...owh on 3d i've decide on modelling Eva 01, the purple color angel which piloted by the none then others, the faggot shinji...hahaha..a confuse boy, mangsa padophile and ermm i donno what else to say...hehehe..i show the blueprint and some sketches i make to the lecturer..and she was happy with it...and obviously i think she knows and do watch anime..yeah *high 5*..as for director..i did a last minute job for the presntation..it was a failure..but ermm..the lecture said it was good..just need to make the interface bigger..but but but..me like to create interface which has small font size..and everything small..so it looks more ermm nice i guess..

Yesterday...goshujin take me to nadya's house...we cook cook..play with cats..guu ish her name..i still donno why guu keep sleeping near me..and heck guu ish not the first cat...hahaha..so the menu is potatos(nice nice desu), brown sauce (me love it), and speghetti...yatta me eat teh lots of time..and thanxx goshujin..tapau me some of the food..me arrive home oni..terus eat the food..cuz me stilll hungry..hahaha ur pet kuat makan but not gemuk gemuk lagi...after we eat...we go for a ps2 game session..at first nadya challenge me for tekken 4 game..ok it was ermm fair and square game...i can say she is good..uing christie boleh la...hahaha..me first time use steve and i think he is good..dodging then punch...dodge dodge punch..then stun punch..yeah..then rai said we should play King of Fighter..and hahaha..i was like..omg i never play KOF on ps2 before...i did play KOF before..pc version..which is about 3 years ago...but hehehe...i still can play..do power some more..after all that..we watch movie..i fall asleep..so mengantuk d..then after the movie over..goshujin send me home...and thus yong came to my house with some game..Tales of legendia..Gundam Seed Destiny Generation CE and Namco X capcom the RPG game..we try out all this game..and yeah shouting and "tercengang" is the normal thing last nite...cuz all of the game are teh cool ad nice game to play..especially Tales of Legendia..graphic nice..intro nice..BGM nice..menu nice..character design nice (samurai champloo style of design)..and yeah this game is nice...and i read on the net that..it is difinately going to be a US release...in other word..english version is going to come out..

and now here i am..still mengantuk though..but assignments..haih..alrote then i think this is long enuff..bye

Big MEME

2005-08-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

// currently listening to some sound la...XD

1. Full name : Mohamad Siratul Akma bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin (its long i know..*SWT*)
2. Nicknames : Fritz, Shun Fujiwara, Furitsu
3. Eyes : Black i think.
4. Height :ermm not sure la..maybe around 160 ++
5. Hair : I think its black..but sometimes brown..i donno..hahaha
6. Siblings : i think i have 4 and gonna get another one soon..me the olders one..
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? : Nope.
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? : XD
9. Birthday: 30th of June 1985.
10. Sign : Cancer
11. Address : Cyberia Condominium in Cyberjaya
12. Gender : Male.
13. Righty or lefty : Right.
14. What do you want in a relationship most? : Honesty, cuteness and happiness
15. Have you ever cheated on someone : yeah i cheated to myself and everybody always
16. Martial status : single
17. Do you have a car? : No.
18. What kinda car do you have/want? : Sports or Small car (peugeot 206)

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:

19. Movie : Anything nice
20. Song : Jrock, Indie, any Rock and Emo
22. TV Show : The Green Screen, Whose line is it Anyway, The Apprentice and etc etc.
23. Actor : Johny Depp.
24. Actress : no idea
25. Food : Chocolate, Chinese food
26. Number : 1 and 7
27. Cartoon : Anime
28. Disney : Shrek 2
29. Colour : White, black, red.

LOVE LIFE ETC

30. Do you plan on having children : Yupp.
31. Do you want to get married : Yupp.
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child : Ermm..not so sure..around 30 or something
33. How old do u wanna be when your married : around 27 maybe..or until i get my stable work
34. Would you have kids before marriage: No..dun wan
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
37. Do you have a crush : Nope i guess..busy with work and assignment oni.

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)

38. Music/TV : Music.
39. Guys/Girls : Girls ish Luv.
40. Green/Blue : Blue.
41. Pink/Purple : pink..purple ish universal color for gays
42. Summer/Winter : Winter.
43. Night/Day : Night.
44. Weird saying I have : "Nya."
47. What school do u go to? : School..me in university now..Multimedia University.
48. Have you ever taken drugs? : Nope.
49. What's a major turn on for you? : My Life
50. How far would you go on a first date? : Depends, depends.
51. The PERSON you know who is...

Funniest : Jaideep.
Happiest : Jo-ann (u always smile and look happy happy..me like it *glomops*.
Strangest : Yong.
Most Caring : People that cares for meeeeeee.
Tallest : Peh tee lun and Anan Amphawan me school friend.
Smartest : Anan and Song.
Best All Around Person : everybody i loves

52. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? : Jo-ann,GK,Akak-Tuna,Munirah and mama-lego.
53. What do you think of soul mates? : im not sure until i found one...
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? : Nope. I will stay loyal to one. ^o^
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? : J Drama.
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? : I dont understand humans
57. Are you happy? : Happy but Bitter..thats my life.
61. Silver or gold : Silver.
62. Diamond or pearl: Pearl.
63. Sunset or sunrise : Sunset.
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): XD No.
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: YES!
66. Do you have any piercings? : Nope.
68. What song are you listening to right now? : None.
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? : Japan
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? : Person who care about me..
72. What's your favourite sport? : Basketball
74. What makes you happy? : Happy Thoughts eventhough its fake..*sigh*
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy? : PS2 game..ermm Fatal Frame 3, Kingdoms Heart 2, Final Fantasy 12, Grandia 3 and Shadow Hearts 3
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? : I wear glasses
77. What's the best advice given to you? : me take most advice from myself..others not much
78. Have you ever won any special awards? : to much for me to list
79. What are your future goals? : hapiness.
80. Worst sickness you ever had : chicken pox.
81. Do you like funny or scary movies better? : funny.
82. On the phone or in person? : in person.
83. Hugs or Kisses? : depands on person but can i have both instead..hahaha
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? : errr...banyak..one of it ish Broken wings Ending of Trinity Blood
85. If you die tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? : I have nothing..maybe yong can have my ps2 and azam take my PC
86. Do you have any enemies? : Ermm not sure...
87. What is your greatest fear? : Lost my memories..i lost it once..and its scary and very sad.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? : donno.
89. What time is it in Albania now? : i have no idea
90. Have you ever been in love? : Yeah, but if that is love i dont one to fall in love again.
93. When was the last time you talked to the person that you like : I forgot. X)
96. Do you have any pets? : No.
97. Are you an alcoholic? : No.
98. Who sent this to you? : Tagged by yuu_chan
99. What do you think of this person : Lovely, Very nice..me love her shoo much..*glomps*
100. Do you want your friends to write back?: Oh yesh.

now who else read this..who feel wanna do it..feel free to do it..wheee

Bah i tought i get over it..

2005-08-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to the sound of the "kipas"

Past,future and present..i hate to think about those..it always make me feel worried and such..i was ok for about i donno for past few months..yeah having the thoughts of simplicity in almost everything..but today..after receive call from my mom..i started worried about the upcoming future...nyaaaaaaaaa...but owh well i hope its only for today..and i hope its not for long...i want to forget about this...but its very important as well..i guess after today ill forget about it first and start be my normal self again...the so call happy go lucky...

Bah..a few assignment need to be done..but yet nothing has been done..sometimes its very tiring when u become a leader of few projects..

i need to rest from this LIFE im in...

Hzzy Days

2005-08-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Rie Fu - I So Wanted

lots of weird things happen lately..im not sure myself..im confuse..whats up with all the msg i receive from few particular person..i even receive calls from them asking me out all of sudden..but hahaha sorry im confuse..i donno what is ur main purpose of doing so..im not the person u knew before...i might look the same..but i did a lil bit of tweaking here and there...i learnt a lot of stuff from the past..and i learn a few trick to stay a live in this cruel world...i live my life in a happy sweet but bitter life now..well thats the best i could get for now..ok lets update on a few of my performance shall we...

My classes are good..as always being a leader is not that easy..u have to be responsible to do it..and im a group leader for 2 classes..Human Resource and Multimedia Interactive...as for Human Resource we have to do presentation once every two weeks..it was fun though..the lecture let us do anything we wanted..as long as the presentation do explain the Human Resource element in it...my first attempt was good..we got fulll mark of 20 plus 4 extra mark..i feel so happy cuz i do all on my own..i understood that all my group memebers are older then me..and i heard that they have exam so i dont want to "kacau" their study..so i do all on my own..as people who knew me well..doing group assignment alone is my specialty...like my mom said to me b4.."u are the only son that can live alone without others to guide u, if u lost ur way, u will think of a way to get out of the mist"....i trust that words only worth me if i realy do so..multimedia interactive design subject...we were suppose to do a flash animation with director plus some other elementr such as video and sound effect...interactivity and stuff like thta...we were suppose to do it in about 2 weeks time..but hey why not do it a nite before the submition if u could do it..well in my case i manage to do the best project in my class..they do it earlier but sorry to say guys...my work is lot better then u guys..its like a WIN WIN situation...wheeeeeeee

Now my way of thinking is a lil bit different..i think in simpler way..simple mind and simple life would always leads to easier way to live..i donno thats my theory..think in simpler way does not mean im not be able to think critically and being paranoid once in a while...i make a lot of new friends again..fuah fuah fuah..me shooooooo happy..

p/s : there is this two indian idiot in my house..so call wiring engineers...bah take this middle finger

Its been a while...

2005-08-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

// currently listening to errr..something

alrite here a short update..sorry just a short one..i donno what to write..but yeah just wanna let u guys that im find..holiday..ermm kinda kewl..doesnt feel that lonely..like other holiday before this..we had sessions on last monday..it was pretty fun..we did lots of stuff..currently my iaiblade are at level 2 and become the first wielder of one of the elemental artifact...i receive the artifact Orb of air..i still donno how does the things work though..

yesterday Bulma-san come to my house..want to pinjam my camera..she bought me Big Mac set meal with sundae chocolate..suki suki suki..after that what i do huh...owh designing and check out character discription of each people..cuz yong suggest that i draw all characters..the npc and pc..hehehe..i guess thats all for now

owh yeah if anything happen..im not online for few days..it means they mess up with this house connection after set up the telephone line..and after 4 days i might gonna get the streamyx..*dance with joy*

Bon Odori..

2005-07-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

//Currently Listening to Flow - Days

Ok lets get started..today morning wake up late..have no mood to go for class..so here i am..updating my entry..ok last saturday as u guys knnow or might not know about it..its Bon Odori day..and of course Harry Potter : Half Blood Prince day..hehehe but i choose to go for Bon Odori in matsushita stadium in shah alam..ok lets recap..saturday morning wake up..play Never Winter Nights for while..my Arcane Ranger kick some dragons ass..gahahaha..then around 2 o'clock goshujin-sama with rai-kun and cain-chan off to nadya's house..bla bla bla..the purpose we go to nadya's house is..to get dress..hahaha..the result..look below

Bwahahaha..yeah thats me..i receive lots of comment saying i look like a gurl in that picture..hahaha..owh well thats not a bad thing rite...im a man and my mom's son aka her protector..bwahahaha..last time a stranger got whack with my fist after he attempt on flirting my mom..poor that tall guy can do anything to me cuz im fast..faster then him..bwahaha..i gave him a capoera move..sorry mister stranger u pick the wrong mom to flirt with..bwahahaha im so evil..owh another thing about the picture..the pink wall..that is not my wall..its my fren's house's wall..

Ok back to the Bon Odori..we stop by one Petronas Station..i go to Mesra Kiosk to buy some stuff and withdraw money..people look at me one kind..and hahaha i heard people shout Samurai-San..at the counter where i want to pay my stuff..they ask me.."got any occasion?" she ask..i said "yes, Bon Odori..in Matsushita Stadium Shah Alam" i answer her question and off to the car..

Arrive at the venue for bon odori..moved in..take the "uchiwa"..slip it at my hakama's hard back..*DONE*..then go for food hunting..the first person i saw was Bunny-Chan..hehe..we eat Tako Balls..then some chicken satay i guess..some ais cream pao..i donno my goshujin-sama feed me with lots of stuff which i dont remember..bwahahaha..met yong and the Geng..then Ruki-chan called..so met her and took photo with her..she has one nice tatoo at her neck..cool..Then Goshujin-sama bought me green tea and tie me with a baloon..she said this way easier for her to search for me..hahaha..The event then started..i did not go join the dance..cuz one reason...lots of people call asking me to met them..and one more weird reason is..stranger keep asking me to take photos with them..kuikuikui...then go lepak with Comic Fiesta People..see lots of people..GK-chan aka my adik chan arrive so we hug hug and take photos together with our Mama-chan..wheee..it was fun..then my adik-Lipas also arrive..she ish teh run here and there until she accidently hit my left eye..itaieee..u poked ur "kor kor"'s eye..it hurts..then Yuu-chan..she look kawaii with her red Yukatta..but but again we did not take picture together..*sigh*..then met Daru and the geng..they shocked when they got to know that im shun fujiwara in CF forum..hahaha..Chat with Hanzo for while about the bleach cosplay costume..then there is few CF or Cosplay underground forumers come to me and guess my nick in forum..some got it right..some got it wrong..hehehe..nevermind that..i was fun..Teh-O and Ciel buli me a lot..saying i look realy like a gurl and all..hahaha..then they start pulling my hair..they said my hair ish not real..they said i wear Wig la and such..but guys trust me..thats my real hair..ok

Owh owh..the toilet accident...i wanted to go to the toilet..then the person who in charge of the toilet leads me to the gurls toilet..this is what he said.."this way, this way, HAIT"..i blur sekejap..then straight said to him that im a malay guy..he then terkejut and let me into the guys toilet..haiyoo..Towards the end..chat with adik-Lina for while..then when the event is over..we go back la..hehee..thats all for the event..it was real fun though..Thanx to everybody..

//for other pictures.. click here ..sorry just few pictures..others quite blur..

Im back ONLINE

2005-07-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Tomoko Tane - Let Me Hear

basicly i would like to say that im back online..using this appartment free internet service called MyKris..its slow but better then nothin..as for my condition..better then ever..happy happy...very teh happy..hehehe..ma goshujin-sama want to belanja me cake tonite after dinner..she wanted to celebrate my belated birthday..yatta..alrite back to assignment..more update soon..sore jya

Update !!!

2005-06-26T02:38:00.000+08:00

ok..first of all i would like to say..that im ok..hehehe..now im in my frens room..hostel campus..well helping some people dealing with thier computer..

new semester just started..new house with no internet connection just sux..my life now are even happier i meet lots of new frens..hahaha mmu juniors thought i was the same batch as them..do i look that young or the short factor make me look like an alpha students..like always people would always think im an FCM student..i donno judge buy the way i look and dressing i guess..my class..yes it was damn wonderful, i got good lecturers this time..fcm or fom subject..well fom lecturers are mostly quite nice..fcm tutorial lectures are boring..cuz i have a lecturers who not even know how to use the software properly...in my computer modelling class..im the only one fom student..yet im the only one who know how to use it..im not trying to be big in this..just shares my exp with people..i always when of my lab early..because i finish my tutorial early..i did not follow the tutorial thought by the lecturer..but i put on my mp3 player instead..and do the tutorial my self..like what i always do in other fcm based subject..ill got bored if i wait for the lecturer to actually thought me stuff that i already know..better still finish with it and go home..or do something else..well im not a particularly a free person..with bunch of work and responsible with me..ill have to do extra work to work my ass out of it..but i still love my life...new frens, new environment in new house..new housemate are good aswell..

I got some birthday present already though its not the time yet..clubs and society..ermm i just join 4 of them..activities are cool..i have d&d session every friday starting at 7 to 12..new campaign with 12 people in it..bunch of cool people in it..they thought im a noobs..so i just play noob..i got myself a good stats..and yeah i pawns few players...hahahaha..almost every evening after my class ill go swimming...soon we gonna start cook..yeah thats the best part..i think thats all for now..just to let u guys know that im happy super happy now..wheeeeeeeee..but sorry im change to a lil bit different person...

ill get my internet connection maybe around next week..i hope so..

Bye Bye

2005-06-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Kinya - Blaze

ok..i think this entry gonna be the last entry for this month..cuz tomorrow ill be off to new appartment unit..which have no internet connection yet..no telephone line yada yada yada..so i paid all the rent and the bills...realy give me a hard time this time..but yatta i manage to do it..now im happy..with bunch of new friends which i just get to know with themm..seriously thanx a lot..ettoooo..what else should i say here...ermm ill be back online whenever i have internet connection till then takecare yah..

the picture above is a drawing by yuu-chan she drew it in her tuition class and dedicate the picture to me..hehehe..thanx a lot yuu-chan..ill try my best to find time so that we could go out for dinner or lunch perharps..ill call u ok..

akak-chan..ermm ill try my best to in the cf what thing on 18th june yeah...ill find a way to go there...erm anybody else..takecare yeah..ill be back..in around a month or so..jya..

BAHHHHHHHHHH !!!

2005-06-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Tomoko Tane - Broken Wings

Ok..yesterday i got a phone call from my ex housemate..he called me and mention about he dont want to pay his part for the streamyx bill and telephone bill..its kinda make me realy pissed off that morning..man u a hopeless person..all 3 of us paid our part..even though one of us did not use it at all..seriously think about it..if there is none of people live in this house during the holiday...and all 4 of us think like u do..so nobody should pay rite?..seriously it is stupid..if none of use stayed..meaning none of us use rite..if none of us use..meaning none of us should pay for it rite..and streamyx bill is not like other bills which will be accumulated by the ammount of usage..i told him to think about it but nooooo..he stand by himself..degil taknak bayar jugak..stupid BAKA..owh im going to move to new house soon..so i left my streamyx account and telephone line to them..it would be a lot better for them..so they could easily access the net..doing assignment and all..and u guys want to know what he said to me..he said he dont want to use the internet line and phone..fine suit urself..if i knew it all along, i wont allow him to use the services at all..ok when he step back in this house..i would like to see him not using any of those service..try la..go get ur OWN new phone lines and new streamyx account..i hope he knew that it almost impossible to get one more new phone lines in this house..well mr ex housemate..im fucking pissed at u..u fucking whimpy bastard..u cross the borderline bitch..if u reading this man..i just hope u learn something from it..if u want to hate me and all..fine just do it..i dont give a damn about it.. anymore..

Orange Days オレンジ日

2005-06-01T06:31:00.001+08:00

//currently listening to Younha - Ashita, Tenki Ni Nare.

Just finish watch first two episode of Orange Days..well how should i put it in words..simple say..ITS FUCKING NICE..i love it so much..somehow the story teach me a few more stuff about human being..ok did i sounds like an alien who somehow on a assignment trip to earth to learn about human..if i do please tell me..hehehehe..

Ok my download list..all of it are finish..all the J movies are finally complete..now to search for time that i could actually slip in and watch the movie..Houki Boshi single for Bleach ending 3 ish very nice..i like all of the songs inside..she has such a sweet voice..realy..W-inds new album titled Ageha are super good aswell..i like the song titled Ageha and Shiki..unn~ as for FLOW new single for Eureka 7 opening..honestly i just like the song title Days..which is the theme from Eureka 7..

i called imouto-chan for the first time..she wanted to hear my voice though..hehehe..she was like.."onii-san..."(shout) Lol..kawaii-ne kinue-chan..she got school tomorow..it suppose to be one of those extra class program she took..we were planing to go out for ice skating this thursday in sunway pyramid..but i have to see my schedule first..sorry yah cannot confirm..ur onii-san ish busy guy..hehehe

Im quite lazy rite now..i've been thinking of editing the photos that i've taken just now at pelita..woops..ok let me tell u what happen..today we had an outing..me, sharil, DMJ, Sizer, Heal, Vic, teh-o, aoi, Kid-chan and her Boy. We were supposed to have our outing at murning but seems like murni ish close last nite for i donno what is the reason..LOL..we all went to Pelita instead..nothing great there..so i just order teh-o ice limau..i sit beside kid-chan though..first kid-chan thought i am Shaun..then now she talk to me in Chinese..cuz she thought im chinese..LOL...well like i heard when they are together..they are loud..well its ok for me though..cuz im originally loud myself..it just not my time to be loud though..hehehe..on the way back from Pelita to our cars..i walk at the back..and all of them infront..suddenly all of them shout..wait i think just the gurl..(sorry i cant hear properly..listening to my mp3..LOL)..so i just walk straight until i ask one of them..they said "u selamber saje lalu dekat itu tempat..banyak lipas oooo"..kihkihkih..im not afraid of insect that much..only certain insects..LOL..then after all that..bla bla bla..yada yada yada..now here i am..in the living room..in the dark..with only lights from my computer monitor screen..(i like to stay in the dark)..owh yeah my handphone..are now full with anime wallpapers..just Bleach wallpaper so far..gonna at more soon..so lazy to edit now..and im kinda sleepy aswell..soon i shall convert any songs from bleach to be my new ring tones..LOL..owh bleach 34 ish teh kewl~

p/s : gonna update soon..for pictures..hehe..quite lazy rite now..maybe ill upload it later in the evening..now need sleep..jya minna

Hero \m/ >.< \m/

2005-05-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Nell - Stay

You Are The Champion
"Don't worry, I got it."
You play as the Hero. You are the one who usually tries to take on the world for any cause you believe in. You are a natural leader in most circles and are not afraid to take that position if a situation calls for it. Others look to you for inspiration and praise you for your acheivements. Even though they love and adore you, however, you are left feeling alone or overwhelmed many times. You're almost always positive and keep your chin up despite any setbacks because you know that you will succeed in the end, no matter how long it takes.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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NGAAAAAAAA..LOL..quick update yah..ermmm ok what i did..gonna finish a few more article soon..receive one more package from a client..hehehe more work..mean more money..currently downloading japanese movies..in the list would be..Battle Royale - directors cut, Jisatsu Circle (suicide club), Devilman and Casshern...just finish downloading Orange Days 1 to episode 11 batch download..yeah..but i need free time to watch it..other than that nothing much..might gonna make a photoshoot session with mea-chan and kin-chan..not sure yet...LOL..see if i could actually find a time..yah..gomen ne kin-chan and mea-chan..and i should say sorry to yuu-chan aswell..u gonna give not 1 but 2 "love cookies" rite..but im not sure if i could make it on the 18th june..see first yah..i try my best nyaaaaa..owh akak-tuna remember the "bet"..who lose kena belanja chocolate yahhhhhh..ok me get back to work...owh god im hungry..*stomach rumbling*

ps / new FLOW - DAYS PV rawks..i love it..well the song ish nice..the girl in the video ish teh kawaii

me..cute..bishie

2005-05-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

//currently listening to Maki Kimura - Beyond The Bounds

Lovable Cutie!

Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)
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what the nyaaa..hahahaha..ok i have no time to update..so far i need to do 2 more article layout..other than that my life are quite stressfull rite now..missing something in my life and all..blablabla yada yada yada..lol..i received lots of comment when i change my display picture in YM and MSN..the popular one would be..i look bishie in the picture..zomg...waaaaa..i was bored that time..its 4 am and i cant sleep so i took few pictures and put it as a display pictures for my messengers..LOL..me BISHIE..ROFL..but thanx to frens that always there for me yah..thanx a lot..ill be better get back to work..jya ne minna

Haiihh~

2005-05-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

LOL..now i cant enter msn at all..so i currently use windows massenger instead..i donno why i cant connect..i see other people could connect..but why only me..i check all the connection preferance and firewall..no problem there..

ok enuff of that..i currently have to redo all my design..because of my own stupidity..yes..im stupid to not save all my graphics as CMYK..instead of RGB..erghh i tried virtual print some of the page..the color turned out pretty bad..now i need to convert all the content one by one into CMYK..bahhh..so lazy..but yet things must be done..YOSH...

hoeee..now i felt like going to swim..ermm should i or should i not..